Wow... Christmas!

Hey everyone, I'm kinda bored or more likely... BORED TO DEATH. Yesterday all stores were closed and today, too. Yesterday when I was in the middle of the city and tere was no one but me and my sis and parents I felt that I owned the whole country or something. Its a ghost town.

Yeah, I know. Its Christmas, duh! Why didn't I meet my family and go eat turkey at grandma's house and then this and that with the whole family? Why not goto church?

Its pretty simple. I'm not christian or any religion that celebrates Christmas... And still I could meet my family.... No I can't. I live in a different country than the most of them. Very depressing.

Very depressing.

Merry Christmas everyone :)

Today, The D-DAY

GUESSSSSSSS WHAT?!

Today is my last day of school until next year in January the 12th in 2009! Today I actually start at 1 in the afternoon but I'm not taking advantage of this time for sleeping like my other friends are doing. This pretty clear that I'm a bit hyper or just a bit addicted to the computer.

I just finished some reports, but it will not be done until Camilla finishes her part, we're ina group as you can see... And after that I went to MSN and Facebook and of course there is no one online... At all. Its like, I feel really ridiculous! Not sleeping when I could be sleeping. When my mind thinks that I SHOULD be sleeping. What a bum xD

THen, I went to check some stuff... Like scene kids pictures. They look soo.. "rad" and so uniform-ish up to their hair. All of the girls have this same hair cut its a freakazoid world.....

My parent agreed (Well, my dad doesn't completely) that I could get bangs! I will get them no matter what soon enough some time soon before I start school again. I hope I can end pretty soon today :D Coz I'm sick of school---- REALLY!

I have determined myself...to not to be with her again when I am doing some group project. Its pretty sickening when someone doesn't do their part in time, you know... Really nnoying.... I wish I could fucking reverse the time and.. idk, anything but with her in a group.

I'm being really hyper right now can't even stop typing. Honestly, I'm thinking that I was born to type...

Soooo looong (a hundred miles),
MVR

Not My Day (At All)

This is not one of my days, I feel like crushing someone's head. Actually more than one. Its pretty stressing and frustrating...

Besides that, I want to cut my hair. Just a bit, to make it look more organized, you can say. I will get bangs as well. Unfortunately I can't do it today. Salons are closed I suppose. No one seems to agree with this change of hairsttyle of mine but they just say that it would look ok .

A bit lost, I've been listening to melancholic songs such as The Day Before You Came by The Real Tuesday Weld and reading my chemistry book in preparation for my next test... Yes, there was nothing better to do. I was wondering what I should do next... I still have one movie I rented yesterday to watch. And I have to watch it today or else I will have to pay because I would give it back late. Really hate that. The movie is called Eternity, I think... Don't really remember and too lazy to get off from the chair and check the name. What a bum.

I finished reading Twilight today, the book's pretty normal. I couldn't find anything special in it. I guess I'm always against the majority of human beings int his world... I was unable to see what was so great about Twilight. To be honest, I was pretty bored. If I hadn't been asked by the teacher to read then I wouldn't. Pretty crappy. Very crappy. And I pity all of those that are reading it right now, being bluffed by Ms. Stephenie Mayer... she must be somewhere right now counting her money under a parasol in a Caribbean Island.

Whatever,

Devil's Child Lover of Roses

Untitled (How I Like It)

I am such an idiot.
This must be the worst school semester I've ever had in my life. I can't get a better grade than a G (its a -B or C).
This is embarassing and its such a disgrace, for myself.

I need to be better next semester, I feel like slitting my fingers O.o

I'm not emo. Chill.

Sometimes its really hard to cope with this situtation.
Very annoying.
Very fuck face.
I'm a fuck face.

I'M A FUCK FACE!!!

What A KILLER D;

I thought everything was going to end in the start of this week and what I found out that was only a stupid dream of mine.
Even though I'm drenched to the bones, I still feel that I need to do more, to keep on going. I'm not giving up until something impossible happens.
Motivation to have a better life, both for me and my family right now and in the future (not sure). I wish I was born smarter, though but I will keep on going since I have a big chance opened by my lovely best friends that I call parents <3 style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">ALEX TURNER <3333

Give me a break

Why does some people think that they are the only one? Why can't they just keep it to themselves? Shocked? Screw that. I can't stand how they feel so sad and they tell about their feelings to the whole world?

To be honest, its an insult. Its an insult for me. Please keep it to your selves!!!!!!!!

And besides that, you are all showing your weaknesses!

KNOB OFF EVERYONE!

Good Morning

Good morning everyone. Yeah, be happy because it stopped snowing already

:/

:/

:/

But there are more than 10 Everest mountains outside the school O.o
And guess what, I managed to forget my gym clothes. I'm too lazy to go to gym in a weather like this *shivers*

O_O I got nothing to do right now, well I do but yeah... too lazy like always but I am going to do i now so I should better stop blogging in this stupid blog website or however you call it.

I'm really bored right now

Ok, so the thing is that I don't know what should I do right now. I'm having spanish class right now and its boring me. I mean, its getting me so bored. Only for this day.

It wouldn't stop snowing today, I feel really good using my jacket, though. Its not as thick as my old one but its warm (: But its anoying me when I have to go out the school to get lunch. The restaurant is like a kilometer away (or even more). I got this lasagna, it was alright. I also realized that my glasses were so wet because of the snow landing on them. My pants were pretty humid, I hate that humid feeling.

O, yeah. I forgot to tell you that. My school gives me restaurant food. It sucks. My school is a new school so actually right now I'm studying in this contemporary building and there's like this hella bunch of snow inside the corridors. People were having snow fight *3* Good thing no one has a grudge upon me xD

Now I'm looking through the window and its completely dark, like.. midnight dark. And guess what, its still 3.47 in the afternoon. This is the worst weather ever. There are many many many oh so many negative things about this kind of winter in this country (or in a country like this). I got like 4 layers of clothes on :P (Its enough, trust me). Some people in my school are still using t-shirts, and boobs-cleavage expose shirts. There are also some that are still using the fjortis clothes (long shirts being pulled down until your ass can hold it). Gee, they are awesome. I would be dead if I were them.

Even though its a bad weather, I'm not feeling shitty just like the other Mondays. This morning I met Victoria in the bus and we were talking and passed the station where we were supposed to go down -_- So we had to take the bus back, haha. When we got to school and we were about to open the door, she fell -___________________-' haha xD That kinda made my day.

Andreas is sipping his hot choco sooo hard >:E haha XD randomness. Even thoug its making em so bored, this class is pretty random. Haha, ha.... hahahha....

I WANT TO GO HOME!!!!! Dx

HE CANT STOP SIPPING SO HARD -____-' O.o

Technologic by Daft Punk

Buy it, use it, break it, fix it,
Trash it, change it, mail, upgrade it,
Charge it, point it, zoom it, press it,
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Cross it, crack it, switch, update it,
Name it, read it, tune it, print it,
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Name it, read it, tune it, print it,
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Technologic [4x]

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Technologic [8x]

Technologic [4x]

I hate my stupidness

What else can I do? What more should I do? I hate myself. I hate how stupid I am. I'm dissapointed of myself. I wish I could do something about it. This is driving me crazy. I can't take what I'm having right now. I don't like this. Its because I hate myself. I HATE myself so much, I can't even stand it but to look at anything that could hurt me and torture myself with it.

I'm losing everything. I'm losing every chance right now. I'm losing every chance that my parents gave me.

WHat am I supposed to do?

About myself... I don't know.

GEE @_x_@

See?! The weather is fucking messing up with me! I hate this -____-'

I'm so tired I can't neither type or talk properly -3- But guess what, a new McDonalds is opening right near my school. Hahahahahahhhhhahaaaaa...... We're all gonna turn fat... Joke. I hope that won't happen.

There's barely sun these days. Maybe I will dry frozen or something. I got this pain in my nose since yesterday it was killing me like hell. Well, I actually want to be in Hell right now. This place I'm living at is fat too cold for me.Seriously, even London is still a lot warmer. And since it has gotten a lot colder, this place has become a lot more boring. LIKE BORING you get what I mean by this BORING don't you?

I wish its summer already -____-' or at least christmas holidays. Did you know that they celebrate Christmas in the 24th in here???? :P

Goddamn everything

Why does swedish need to be so hard and confusing? :<

Why is the weather being gay? >:E

Why does school need to plan goddamn troublesome projects for us?

Why does it all make me feel like complaining so much and be just like a sonuvabitch? I feel like a goddarn whining emo... I don't like this at all!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anyways, what I wanted to say is... SCENE KIDS ONLY EAT BK

IB is a killer :l

Goddamn... school.

Or me.

This is killing meeeeeeeeee!!! I miss summer, its getting colder and colder and I hate it!!!
Its making me get irritated so fast, upset, sad!!! Goddamn emo.

There is no sun at all! Its grey and grey and grey and more grey.

Fucking weather I wish I could kill it now

Its a killer :l

Marilyn Manson makes me want to puke!!!

Please agree with me!!! He is so ugly, fake, not original, not talented, desperate gay ass, bullied at school ugly kidddd........

^o^

There he is....

...

....

.....

Can't Smile Without You

You know I can't smile without you,
can't smile without you,
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile without you

You came along just like a song
And brightened my day
Who would have believed that you were part of a dream
Now it all seems light years away

And now you know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile

Now some people say happiness takes so very long to find
Well, I'm finding it hard leaving your love behind me

And you see I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel glad when you're glad
I feel sad when you're sad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile without you

By Barry Manilow

I love his songs :3

Can't bother

Today wasn't the greatest day of my life. Maybe the worst. I can't stop thinking about school and stuff. I'm pretty confused right now. Very confused to be more precise.

I'm getting mad so fast these days. I don't like it. I feel oppressed.

I wish I could die right now.. and come back to life when everything have passed...

i bought two cd albums though. Blues Brothers and Esperanza Spalding.

really nice.

I have been wondering...

I have been wondering how it feels to be a guy. Not that I want to be one (EVER), but how are their lifes... Hmm....

Anyways, thta is not the real thing that I was wondering about but I was actually wondering in why do people feel love? Why is it? What is that happy feeling that you get when you are in love?

Seriously it does sound very stupid and awkward.

I'm an idiot.
I hate myself.
I need to go and bang my head to the wall.
Or sink my head up the frying pan full with hot oil.

I feel FUCKED UP.

I need wings to fly,,,,,

Its a sad start of a happy break

Right now I don't really know what to say. I'm kind of stressed and I can't think about anything positive. This may be the worst friday ever (before the friday when I got my phone stolen by one of my classmates..) and I just really want to go and jump off from a cliff or drown myself (the sea in front of my window is pretty tempting), I just feel like dying. I also feel like something is pressing my head from left and right. I can't talk properly, and I can't think or do what I want to do.

Well, instead of telling you about depressing and seriously ugly emo shit like above I'll just tell you about an electropop band from England called Hot Chip. And they're really good. My english teacher told me about the band, and then someone else told me that its a really nice band and it is.

They're not that popular, I think. But they are awesome. You need to check their songs. All f them are stuck in my head right now.

Oh, and today is a Friday and I am pretty glad because we will have a week off from school.

See you guys and have a nice week.

9.10 PM

I know its hard to get your heart while you're living in your own little world
I know its hard to get you to notice me when you're nailed into your own thoughts
I know its hard to understand my signs if this is the only way
I know its hard but please answer yes when I say

You know what I mean
You get what I mean

Its holding hands together walk to the park
Watching the sunset go by
And sink into our sleepy eyes

You know what I mean
You get what I mean

Its for us to say we love each other
And hold tightly till the end of the next tomorrow

Lyrics by MWL (me)

Hahahhahahaha

One hour free time gap

I'm outside of my classroom with two of my peeps (I ain't going to say their names. They're gonna kill me) and we're sitting on the floor doing nothing, except for messing up in our own macbooks.

To be honest, I think I'm the one that is the most bored... Or whatever. They seem to be occupied with something. One is occupied by school websites and the other one with Chris Dakota. You know who's Chris Dakota, don't you? He is darn girly.

He is a model from England. He wears make-up. He is a model. Ha! I think his model friends look better. You don't know how Chris looks like? Here it is:::




See?! Please agree with me that this dude below are better than he is::





HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!! See he is better

History is Noise, History is Pain, History is these blues that I'm singing again... again.. again

O God!

For the sake of Richard Hammond. For the sake of the students! FOR THE FUCKING SAKE OF THE ENTIRE UNIVERSE!!!

Its not that I hate history. No, no. I love history. Its one of my favourite subjects. Trust me, I don't hate it. BUT right now I'm having a stupid problem about the teacher. O Holy Murdoc! She is killing us, expecting for us to explain 2 pages for one question. Unbearable pissing off-ness unfold.

For Murdoc's Hotdogs!!!!!!! GOD!!! Ugh!!!!! Kill that teacher...

Hey isn't this crazy?

Yeah, the thing is that right now I'm so bored and actually I got a bunch of things that I coul do but I'm just too lazy. Today we had to do aerobics at PE and it was a bit confusing... for me, for some others..., perhaps, too.

There were these moves that were so damn weird...

Oh, guess what. After we ended Milly and I went to ICA (The name of a super-market in here) and bought bread. I ate almost three of them!!! Totally, PE ruined forever and after.

Today I also smelt my shoes, the right one smelt like shit. To be honest. It was disgusting and grotesque and... oh well, its a very unbearable stench. Some idiot must have done something to it... Idiots like my lil sis... Or perhaps myself too...!

I'm sooooooooooooooooo tired!!!!

OMG Richard Hammond!!!

Just felt like putting his picture here xP

Hereeeeee:::



LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO AHAHAHAHAHHAHA

Chemistry. Bad. Feeling.

I. got. a. bad. feeling.

I. didn't. do. me. homework.

That. is. bad.

The. teacher. seems. to. be. upset.

I. hope. he. won't. ask. for. the. homework.

SHIT. I. AM. DOOMED.

Gosh!!!

Something's happening...

I'm hungry.

Yeah. Anyways, I'm alone right now and I have nothing to do. Well, yes I do. I need to read 2 more pages of this book I'm reading for English. I suppose its a really famous book. Its called The Catcher in The Rye by J. D. Salinger. Its really cool, erm heh... The main character is really cool!

Study Hall Time

Hello,

Right now I'm at school having study hall but as you all noticed I was writing this blog, I'm noy studying at all. Its pretty hard to concentrate at school, I have no idea why. I'm also very sleepy and tired and I have a back-ache thing. Because of the really heavy filled-up backpack I got.

A few minutes ago, my peeps and I went to the torget to get a cup of O'Boy but guess what. After all these days that we couldn't get some O'Boy, now we don't have any cups! No. FUcking. Cups. No. Cups. At. All. AT. ALL.

Raaaghh, now I'm listening to this song (I have no idea who compposed it because there are a few bands and artists that sings it) called Oh My God by Marc Ronson ft. Lily Allen. Pretty nice, rather than the other version of this band of ponces.

I've also been voting on and on for the EMA later at Liverpool. I've been voting for the same artist all the time. Guess who, guess... who.

The Gorillaz, of course! They were elected into The Best Act category. And I'm voting for them to become one of the nominees. I hope they'll make it xO Because clicking twice for a vote is pretty tiring and boring. If they don't even appear I'm going to seriosly shoot the hell out Britney Spears (though sh got nothing to do with this)... Ok wait a second, maybe shooting the winner would be more reasonable. I also voted for The Ting Tings (they're nice!) but for some other category, which I don't remember.

Oh, I would appreaciate if any of you reading this know a link where I can watch every Jonathan Ross show? Because I'm seriously searching for one!!! Thank you.

I guess this is all, perhaps I'll start doing some homework, agh.

Its a Friday

Hey, doesn't it feel so good? Its Friday after all the busy stuff in the week.

Now I'm here chilling while listening to some music, I recommend you people that like acoustic jazz songs this band called Acoustic Alchemy. Its really good. I'm feeling really tranquil right now. Actually I really want to listen to a noisier song like Slipknot but I doubt that I still have enough energy to take all the fast and non-sense noise in to my brain.

Today in class we had a voting for a theme for our spec. photo for next tuesday. And guess what is our theme. Hobos with Macbooks. That. Isn't it weird but its cool, funny, makes me want to laugh. I'm just confused how should I look like a hobo... I don't have braggy pants. And it would be fun to make my own face a bit dirty!

I am supposed to be fasting, but I'm not doing so. I even forget that its the fasting month. I feel very sinful. I've done so much things, baad things. Maybe that is how I will be when I grow up. An evil woman with scary face, a never-smiling lips, and so on.

Well, that's what I can say for now (actually there is one more thing but I suppose you all know what it is. Starts from B and ends with ORED).

Have a nice weekend everyone!

FM by Nathan Haines ft. 2D (GORILLAZ) !!!!!

OMG I was in social studies today and I found out something really really cool and awesome and uberly nice and great and take-my-breath-away for those 2D and Nathan Haines fans! A song called FM by these two greaties got stuck in my head right away after I listened to it! I hope you all like it, because I do think its awesome... Especially if you like jazz xD I love jazz LOL

Here it is:



Enjoy! There is no official video of it, I guess :/ But trust me this is cool xD

Monkey: Journey to The West OM Box!

My Macbook yay x3

Hi! I finally got my macbook, its a killer of boredom in classes :P Though I pretty much know that its not for playing :P But I didn't thought that it would be this heavy! Ugh... seriously I had to carry it home like mad hahaha..!

Sometimes is pretty hard to get along with the macintosh program... Makes me so confused @.@ And I already messed up with my homework already.. I can't even copy and paste!!! Well, actually I can but I don't know how to.. Maybe I'm still at Windows' side.

BUT....

I'LL BE POSSESING THIS MACBOOK THE WHOLE SCHOOL DAY! WHICH MEANS THAT I WILL HAVE MY PLAYLIST, TOO! LOL

I Want A New Hairstyle...

I want a new hairstyle but there is one problem, just one small problem. My parents won't let me, specially my dad. I really wants to make my hair like those girls in 80's bands, or get wavy bangs. And then gt some hot pink highlights. I'm bored with this normal hairstyle >=O

My hair is like above, but I don't have that thick hair... and I don't have the bangs and I want them.... Oh, and my hair colour is natural black... I WANT TO CHANGE MY HAIRSTYLE!!! GRRR!!!

First Day of Normal Studies

God!

I missed normal lessons in school. Though its tiring and all... I only had 2 lessons today, there was study hall hour but the teachers used it to talk with us and all that stuff. The weather is killing me! Its so hot, kinda weird though!

I hope tomorrow the weather is not that hot or that cold... Whatever, I guess. Now I'm feeling really good slacking in front of the laptop doing nothing and chilling with some noisy music. I don't want to tell about the exhibition yesterday, it was good but really boring. Now that I'm with my class already I don't see the kids from other classes as much as I used to, feels kinda weird but I think this is just darn the beginning.

Now I'm wondering once again, why am I typing out all of this shit? I mean, writing on my blog and stuff. The things that I'm writing are even useless. Oh well, its what I should call boredom.. Perhaps...

Diggin for A Doc. Martens

ARGH!!!! Sorry I just need to blow up a bit, I somehow need to get money to purchase a pair of a Doc. Martens boots.. Hahahahahahahaha... I love them.

Tomorrow is going to be the last dat of the intro week of my school, and after that... We're gonna have normal classes, YAY!!! I also get my Macbook on Friday, can't wait to mess with it, I'm not used to Apple, heheheheheh!

Well, see you next time....

Scene Kid Me

Yeah,

A scene kid. Dressing like emo people, being emotional but not much as real emos. I listen to their music though I'm not one. The only thing left to do is my hair. I got a really big problem hahahahaha. I have wavy hair and I love it... I don't want to straighten it and dye it and all of those stuff. And I doubt my parents would let me get emo fringes and stuff.

Being a scene kid is equal to be a poser. I don't like posers. I'm still not sure if I'm a scene kid already. I'm still being the normal me... Hmmm... Whatever. But this plan of mine is going nowhere, and I doubt it would go somewhere.

Anyways, from these research of emo bands, I found really good and nice ones! Such as Matchbook Romance, Aiden, Senses Fail, and more!!! They're really cool....

Well, see you people later.... "people"

First Days of School : Totally Fucked Up

I JUST WANT IT DONE!!!! JUST A FEW MORE DAYS!!!

I was excited about school... But as they told us to do a project (which I'm bad at doing and working on it) I was utterly broken into darn pieces and my brain felt like melting just as cheese on pizza after taken out from the oven. I just hope the project we're doing will be done soon!

Today (the 3rd day), we had to play games with the seniors. It was pretty fun but the games were a bit awkward.. But anything else was fun.

The bad thing is that the building is still not done so our classrooms right now is located in Nacka (pretty near, but.. far). We do most things at Sickla (a station before Nacka and the location of the still-on-progress building). It tires me pretty much. I had to go from Sickla to Nacka and vice versa for like a billion times. Gosh, tiring...

We also get Macbooks. Though I will get mine on Friday... :/

I just hope something very good happens to make things a lot more better.

Liar Game

This is a very cool manga!!! I can't wait for the next chapters to come... It has been a long time I haven't red such a cool detective-thriller-brain manga like this one!

Its seinen (young adults specially genre), just because maybe sometimes its too complex for people to understand the contents. But if you feel smart enough to understand then welcome, but if you're an idiot welcome too but don't go complaining in the middle of the first chapter saying that the manga is stupid. LOL

The story starts when a gullible girl gets a package that she never expected and wanted in front of her door. Then, blablablablablablabla.... I don't want to spoil it!

And remember, this manga is not horror, hahahahahahaha.. I know you guys would think it as horror, specially from the cover.. I mean yeah it has the design of Death Note-ish thing (but od course this one is better, I think). But its not horror! They also released the Dorama (Drama, TV Show, but real people, not anime) and I checked it on Youtube. Honestly, to be honest, honestly.. HONESTLY! Its lame. It looks stupid, sounds stupid, smells like stupid. Whatever, but I recommend this manga for all of you!

Hello, people

So,

I'm really bored right now and I need to do something before I start banging my head with something (usually a book). Joke. I don't hurt myself, don't like it. Anyways, as I said... I'm very bored and I hope something good will happen after I post this.

Oh! I need to tell you something about what I usually see on Friendster (If you don't know what the heck is Friendster, its the same thing as Myspace, Facebook, etc.) there are a lot of people making up e-mail addresses. That is why I can't even message my friend and they can't write one or receive one. Seriously they make it up, like.... i'mcute@stupid.com

NOW! Is there any e-mail provider called "stupid" no! I mean, I thought they should have known what the hell is Yahoo, Hotmail, Verizon, G-mail, and blablablablablabla and so on.... Argh! What annoys me from this is that the only way I can communicate with them is via Post A Comment. There were some times I needed to tell them something like phone numbers which obviously needs to be private! That is a problem....

I hope any people that did that who red this will understand.... Well, they don't really need to. I'm just really bored right now so this is what happens... Argh!

Tomorrow I'm going for some bowling.... I hope I get to win, I missed 2 prizes and I'm not going to lose my last chance!

See ya people...

*Curse* it

I just need to vent up things... So I'd say sorry if I get to type off something rude and bad. And it will be like real bad and rude... But I'll try not to. Here it goes:

I WANT TO PUNCH SHIM FACE!!!! KICK SHIM PRECIOUS UNTIL IT BLEEDS AND MAKES A TSUNAMI OUT OF IT AND INUNDATE SHIM CITY/TOWN!

JUST DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN AND DAMN SHIM NAME! JUST HOW DARE!!!! I WILL NEVER BUT EVER TO FORGIVE AND FORGET OF WHAT SHIM HAVE DONE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*breaths deeply*

FUUUUUUCK IT ALL JUST ALL OF IT ALL ALL ALL ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOTHING MUST BE LEFT AND THIS FIRE INSIDE MY HEART, I HOPE IT WILL BURN SHIM'S BONES' INSIDES!

Good thing I didn't say much. Sorry again

Tom Waits album: Alice

Tom Waits, I hope you know him because I'm too lazy to tell about him right now! XD I got one of his albums, its called Alice. Yes, Alice In Wonderland. The songs are very pretty!!! I recommend this to you! Its very nice... Hehe^^

My favourite song from this album is called (once again) Alice. Yes, its pretty.... XD Here's the album cover:


Spooky~~~~~ XD

What a pity!

Yes,

I missed the concert of Avenged Sevenfold with iron Maiden last Wednesday! It means that I lost one of my only chances in my life to meet them, to see them or I should rather say to see Synyster Gates in person! Damn, he is so awesome (and not to mention very hot!) <3>

Anyways, my grandmother is arriving in Stockholm today! How much I miss her... I just hope she'll make it here smoothly! XD I can't wait to see her again!

What more should I say... Ah, right. I went to see What Happens In Vegas 2 weeks ago. Pretty good and yes, it is funny. I'm just searching for a date now so I can go with my friends to watch Kung Fu Panda LMAO. jack Black is awesome (but I still think his music sucks) Hahaha....

Oh, I think my site is seriously going to get off... Like complete total off. >='(

See ya later

Useless Post

Useless Love

The sky is high, And your heart is far away from my reach
I have the plane to touch the sky,
But nothing to get you near here

A wound on my skin, a wound in my heart
I have my drugs to kill the pain,
But its not strong enough to carve inside my veins

Selfish when talking, Honest to myself
I can tell lies to these people,
But how should I lie to myself?

A bow for the Queen, a bow for the sword
Kiss her foot gently,
Slash your own with its sharpness,
Fall down by my knees,
Its out of my reach...

My love is out of my reach,
But I keep its double fake inside my lonely ache,
Inside my wounded heart,
Trying to fly with the soft clouds

My love is out of my reach,
Will my tears fall on his skin,
Will the whispers he may listen,
All this time...

My love is out of my reach,
My heart searching for a place to stay,
And hope he will not let it escape....
Away

M.W.L

Murdoc Niccals singing Ziggy Stardust!!!!

LOVE IT!

Small Treasure

Small Treasure


Tell me its only a normal night,
A normal flight,
A simple dream,
Please tell me not to scream

I linger by the ruins,
The mess I don't know who caused it,
I remember the adventures,
Though I forgot with whom I spent that time with

Searching for,
A small treasure,
With vast and immense meanings,
But darling,
Who knows,
Maybe we found the wrong chest

Accidentally shoving,
My feet on the humid soil,
The small waves caught me,
The wind calls for my soul to rest upon

Searching for,
A small treasure,
With vast and immense meanings,
But darling,
Who knows,
Maybe we found the wrong chest

Tell me you are there,
Tell me you're with me,
Because this dream is turning into a nightmare,
And please tell me not to scream

Searching for,
A small treasure,
With vast and immense meanings,
But darling,
Who knows,
Maybe we found the wrong chest

by
Mellow Vinona Ruvisu



All Rights Reserved

Addiction (Holic)

Addicted to something bad?

You feel that is wrong? You can't take it anymore you want to take it away from you? You need help? You seriously want it gone? SORRY : But there is no way!!! Joke.

If you have a bad habit/addiction... and you want it away, I got some tips that kinda works for me, I hope it will work for you :)

- First of all, you really need to stop looking at that bad addictive thing. Don't buy it! (For example if you want to stop smoking. You'd better think that buying cigarettes is a waste of money and you got better stuff to spend your money with)

- Think that your bad addiction is the biggest sin in the world and that it will destroy your bright future!!!

- Replace you bad addiction with a good addiction. For example, replace your cigarettes with lollypop?

- Promise yourself if you get to do your bad addiction/habit you will hurt yourself LOL But hurting like asking your friend to give you a wedgy.



HOPE IT WILL WORK FOR YOU!!!

I know this was random

Parachute and L'eclipse

The original song is called Parachute made by Sean Lennon. Its so beautiful and I found the french version of it which is called L'eclipse feat M (A French singer). Both of them are so nice I can't stop listening and singing to it. I love it! I'm going to ask my parents to buy me the album. Sean Lennon's songs are wonderful! I think this is how the album looks like :
<------- Sean Lennon, Friendly Fire X)

Last Days of School

Yesterday, on Tuesday we had the prom party.. It was pretty ridiculous for me but I had fun. I didn't went to dance, though. I hate dancing and I don't think I can. Some guys got busted by teachers by bringing alcohol. Haha, stupid people.

Today, it was the ceremony. I was being the presenter... Nothing much happened. I got a prize because I'm the best classmate. I was kind of surprised, I mean, I'm not a kind person you know. I can tear your head anytime I want X)

I got good grades, but I'm not feeling happy about it. I feel stupid I wanted better grades. At least one more A in the list is what I expected. I feel stupid, really stupid. Can't think of anything else but having no idea what to do next. I got more than two months without school, man!

Well, people reading this.... I'm just going to say have a nice summer! :D

Mellow Vinona Ruvisu

60's Mess

I found some mess on stage and fans incident videos that happened in the 60's. pretty fun to watch.

Ringo Starr finds his medal after being stolen by fangirls:



Keith Richards hitting a fan with his guitar and amazingly he kept on playing after he beat the fan:



And Pete... Pete Doherty (?) Or however his name is... I don't remember, cussing off a man that took his mic and started to talk non-sense with it (You can't really see what happened but you can see him cussing):

A Plan to Make A Parody

I want to make a parody about a guy in my class. It will become an inside joke for our class :D

I'm thinking on what kind of clothes should I wear HMM..... LOL Anyways,
I found this parodies of The Stones', well more likely of Mick and Keith only. Its hilarious XD)))))
Check this out!




and this one!



PLEASE ENJOY XD

Koop Islands Blues

This is a very beautiful song made by Koop, a Swedish Jazz/Electronica band. It has a very smooth sound, and a soft voice. Very, but very beautiful. This may be my favourite Swedish band!

This are the lyrics! Very romantic! Sang by Ane Brun


Hello my love
It's getting cold on this island
I'm sad alone
I'm so sad on my own
The truth is
We were much too young
Now I'm looking for you
Or anyone like you

We said goodbye
With the smile on our faces
Now you're alone
You're so sad on your own
The truth is
We run out of time
Now you’re looking for me
Or anyone like me

Na na na na…

Hello my love
It's getting cold on this island
I'm sad alone
I'm so sad on my own
The truth is
We were much too young
Now I'm looking for you
Or anyone like you...

Murdoc Niccals

I know I have posted a post about this fictional dirty man once, but I realized that the picture did not show and I did not tell that much about him and how much and why I like him. Alright?

Murdoc Alphonse (Legally changed to Faust) Niccals was born in Stoke-on-Trent, England. He lived a doomed life because of his abusing father, making him to play as Pinocchio and sing "I've got no strings".... Oh! But, look what we got now. A super hot guy with a great talent of playing and writing music... and flirting!

I like him because of his character. Pretty unique. He is unique... A really hard cartoon character to create. Thankyou so much, Jamie Hewlett-san !!! Whoooo!!!

ALL HAIL MURDOC NICCALS !!!!

Paul Is Dead

I am a retard not to know about this! I just knew that there was a hoax about Paul McCartney, bassist of the famous band, The Beatles is supposed to be dead in 1966 and the McCartney we see now making albums and all of that is a fake McCartney that is look-alike and a sound-alike as the real Paul McCartney.

The story started when he left the studio in Abbey Road after he had a fight with the other Beatles, he was in his car and then crashed at 5 in the morning in Abbey Road as he was flirting with a woman called Rita.

There are a lot of clues that the other Beatles gave on their cover albums and songs (Some parts of the lyrics and some songs contains a message if you play the song backwards).

This freaked me out, man! I mean.... Its irritating me! Someone else living in someone else's life?! Gosh!

Anyways, I found out that this was just a hoax made by The Beatles themselves to make people buy their albums (more and more and more!). So, there is no fake McCartney.

I hope. I really, really hope.


AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHH! I hate this seriously

Summer Has Finally Come

Like I said. Summer has finally come. And I'm passing this Sunday inside. Great. And I'm still worried about my national exam. I hope it did not went that bad.... I hope! I hope.

Some of these days have become so bad. Its like I'm having some drugs, destroying my whole life! I seriously need to do something about this or else my parents are... are... going to be really disappointed of me. And I hate when that happens.

A lot of things has happened to me... The only thing I can rely on is hope.... and fate. And the magical white flower...

My parents.... How will they be feeling??? They will hate me... They will kill me... Damn it...

I'm damned.

The Rolling Stones

These are my favourite Stones' dudes... Bleh... BORED

Brian Jones.. PFFT! OMG So weird but awesome LOL

Keith Richards... WTF!!!!?????

Mick Jagger... Is he hot? I don't really know... Geez, sometimes he creeps me out. But he got a nice voice XP

Plain

Plain

The morning came late,
Radio's shut down,
Driving the car with full speed,
Since no one's looking around,
Got to buy all my painkillers and take em' all together,
With my lonely boring dinner

Sudden show on the TV,
Teenage sex extremely low,
Can't close my eyes and try to sleep,
For the next late morning to come,
I was ready for it,
Since there is no way to run from it

Oh!!!

Gotta make it all plain!
Got to do it simply plain!
Boring and lonely!
Plain!
Ooh!!!

Wishes that never came true,
Stop doing those prayings to your imaginary fairy, uh!
Whistle a lullaby and go to sleep,
Let your dreams take you further,
Away from this creeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep!
Though you are ready,
Since there is no way to escape from it

Gotta make it all plain! ((Oh oh oh oh))
Got to do it simply plain! (( Oh oh... Oh~))
Boring and lonely! ((U U))
Plain!
Ooh!!

No... Can't be true,
I just can't do,
Wait for you,
To join me in this world....

Gotta make it all plain! ((Oh oh oh oh))
Got to do it simply plain! ((OH oh.. Oh~))
Boring and lonely! (( U U))
Plain, plain, plain, plain, plain!!!!! ((Oh!)) **repeat 2 times**


----

Weird song I made. Pfft!

Rejected by Justice, That Demon Won't be Nice

I...

Got rejected by the high school I was trying to go in.
I was not accepted because I was too young, Mike Powers, the Head of International Section told my mom in the phone.

He said that he won't accept a student younger than 15, due to maturity. Come to say that, I am already mature enough. I am already having friends older than me, I'm the youngest in my class. Up to two-three years gap.

He kept on saying that I could not be accepted. Oh, that is making me really upset. I wish I could kill him right now and cuss of his whole family.

Mike Power.... I will promise you a bitter vengeance that you will not enjoy at all. I promise, in my family's name.

Please, Try Hard to Go to Heaven

Please, Try Hard to Go to Heaven

The sound that echoes in my ears,
Screams of sadness and fear,
The pain won't go as I turn my head away,
When they laughed and started to slay

My fellow friends hear me now,
As I know that you all are not ready to bow,
To the evil King of the underground,
That would make you run round and round

My fellow mortals hear me now,
Doing good is not following the law,
Don't let your life become flaw,
Don't let your soul,
Wounded by the claw

Though from fire and sulphur I was born of,
I realized that happiness is not my home

Live your lifes as good as you can,
And remember,
Don't get tricked by a foolish man
Love your lifes and start to try,
Not to fall into my lava land,

Though I'm sure you all can,
I am telling you,

My garden is getting full,
My red sky is turning faint,
This place is turning into a barren land,
The bloody Hell,

Being invaded by selfish and crazy men.


M.W.L.

Today

I ended early today, I ended at 12.25.

I ate at home and started to finish off my english homework. I still have more homeworks, though. But I'm too lazy to work it out right now.

I'm wondering... In which high school will I be studying at?

I'm drinking Ginger Ale Soda right now and it tastes good. I had donuts this morning :D They were extremely delicious I would like more of them yummm.... In the train, Milly gave me this squid cracker thing.. It was spicy but delicious. YUMMY...

I'm wondering.. How can I put some music in this blog? It would look nice if there's some music. Hehehe^^ Music is something really important to me so if the music's over turn off the lights... turn off the lights.

People please.... Where can I get free music download? Hmm??? The CD's in here are so expensive and my dad would never let me get 2 CDs every weekend... >o<

I will soon change the name of this blog... I think "Unreached Dreams" seems a bit out of topic so yeah... I am planning a name.. And I have no idea what should it be.. ARGH!!! I want more Ginger Ale... XD XP

One guy in my class is missing somewhere... He even missed the Math national exam. I wonder what happened to him,, hmm..... Oh, well....

Why !?

Why...

I doubt I will be able to attend the high school where I want to go... My parents still want me in the other high where the teachers won't accept me because of my age (I'm 2 years too young), and it seems that my good friends are all going to that school where I want to go... Well, yeah. It looks really fun and nice.

I'm also very upset. Why is there no guitar teacher in Stockholm?! I've searched everywhere and there is barely any person.... Shit, I'm screwed.

I also hope that the math test went good....

I'm screwed.

"Stupidity is The Biggest Sin"

I was wondering, yes.

I will fail in my math test.
I will disappoint my parents.
I will be a disgrace to my family.
I will be known as a ridiculous girl.
I will be useless for everyone.
I will be such a reckless human being.
I will become a depressed stupid emo.

I'M SO GONNA FAIL IN THAT TEST OH PLEASE AT LEAST GIVE ME A VG GOD!

**VG (Its the Swedish system of grading. VG= 8, 9-; B, B+)

Today

I was being normal today... NORMAL NORMAL NORMAL... I had to go to the school nurse, though. She said she needed to check my eyes, hearing, spinal cord, weight, and height.

It was weird~~~~~~ I hate the nurse, she is so freaky and weird and gah I just hate her O_O I had a pretty nice lunch today, the school's food was okay (Or maybe I was just so hungry). Yesterday I also went to visit one of my high school choices, it looks really nice, and the program system and its curriculum seems to be great! My parents still wants me in the other high school. Its good as well but I don't like it because the school says that I'm too young for high school...

I was like WHAT!? That is why I'd rather going to the other school.... XD They even have a new building for us!

Tomorrow I will be having my math national test 1st part and I doubt I will pass it XP I'm too lazy right now to study and since I came home and played with my laptop I was thinking and wondering:

"Why am I not studying at all?"

I'm surely a super lazy girl hahahahahahaha~

Well, see ya pricks later!

Red Umbrella Girl

She was born as a spoiled child,
That always flipped around her parents' mood,
Every time she tried to be sweet an good...

She forces her smiles, she did some fake laughs,
Friends she only had if money they desire

She used the red umbrella and passed me by,
Her eyes looking up to the sky,
It seemed that she hoped that rain would fall

What a pity, A girl of melancholic eyes,
What a pity, A girl with a broken heart,
What a pity, That girl of the faint smile

The girl of the red umbrella,
I used to call

Mellow Ruvisu

What a Life

I have no idea in what should I do next in my life. Everything seems to be spinning around and passing me by so fast. I don't know but maybe this universe is leaving me too far away behind, or maybe it does to everybody but I'm the only one that feels it.

Sad songs, sad poems, sad stories... Maybe those are the things that have made me realize about this. I don't want to, I hope I could leave all of this pressure away from my life and start all over again. I wish, that my wish could be granted... Just someday, I hope.

I was also wondering... What or who made all of this, organizing all of us zombies controlled by fate? God? Where is the proof? Its not that I don't believe in God... But, where is the proof? I've been thinking why did both of the sun and the moon shine beautifully? Why?! It is a question that has been sticking inside my head since I started to be an old moron minded. Whatever, still, I can't say "I just go with the flow" just like I always do...

If life is such a pain, why were we all born? I'm not saying that life is useless... But why should we spend all of our energy to study, work, and then end up dying? Or why us human kind are being such fucking assholes towards this only home we have, Earth.... Is starting to hum harder.

It is a warning.

See ya my minions later... I know that what I wrote is all non-sense.

By the way.. I got a guitar but no teacher :D Great, eh?

60's rock and roll addiction

HAH!!! NOW I AM REALLY ADDICTED TO THE ROCK AND ROLL FROM THE 60'S !!!

DUDE! I'M LIKE OH YEAH ROLLING STONES! OH YEAH THE KINKS! OH YEAH THE BEATLES WTH...

Well, they are really good... and these kind of music is my anti drug rofl wthm. I was also singing Paint It Black by the Stones and its kind of pissing me off though its a really good song hahahaha....

the second part of the english test is coming soon... AH XO

I am a really bored and boring girl ain't I ?

I am getting addicted

I am getting addicted to Black Sabbath, The Clash, and Cream. Those bands are awesome I don't know why but they're good. I just found out of The Clash... so yeah.. I'm like "Rock the Casbah... Rock the Casbah.." rofl.

Tomorrow's the English National Test >.< OH NOOOOOOOO!!! But I think I'll be okay. Whatever. But i really need good grades. Bleh!

-I'm the Iron Maaaaaaan......-

*Ahem* Sorry I am addicted...

>=D See ya pricks... later

He-llo... again

Yup,

The movie sucked -_- one. I couldn't find the BO Blur album -_- two. What more, I ate too much -_- three.

But I got this song album from this band called "Melee" they're good! Hahaha^^ nothing else to talk about O.o

Easter holiday and This song stucked in my head

Yay! Its Easter Holidays finally!

And I got all of this homework and all darn it.

I also got this song stuck in my head, "Coffee and TV" by "Blur". Its good, but I think everytime I sing it it goes so bad and sounds really different from the original song, making my parents saying "STOP SINGING!" roflmao...

The singer is a hottie : P lol w/e he sings nice!

I'm about to go to the cinema to watch "10,000 BC" I hope its good cause I usually get really upset when a movie is so stupid and I payed a lot just to watch a ridiculous movie. but I think its good... Looks good....

Happy Easter Holidays myself and my blogspot! Hehe^^

Oh.. and I just cut my hair : P now its not going to trouble me more... I can see! LoL

SEE YA!

Weekend boredom slack-ness

Oh yeah,

So... this weekend is being pretty boring and its becoming pretty... uh... rid.. rid.. ridi... stupid.
Wanna freak out and rock the house! CHYEAH!

And... Itachi is dead!!!! NOOOOOO..... hiks... whatever, like I do care hyahahha..

Another Normal Freaking Day

A.. so (Japanese.. not Swedish)

Friday is today, today is a Friday. Yes! I love Fridays. We already started to RP in Fate/Stay Night in my site. I hope it will be as much fun as the other RPs. We didn't do much this day at school. Milly, went to a gymnasuim test at the middle of the school time... How lucky.

I ate too much today, seriously too much. I don't have the mood to get dinner this night..., ugh -'_'-

My life is being pretty much boring and troublesome this days... grr...

Hell, i don't know what is the matter with them

Hell,

I don't know what is the matter with them. I don't see any reason for them to bully me like shit. They don't really bully me, though. But I know they try to, fortunately I still can fight back. This are some of the days when I really want to have a Death Note and kill all of those pricks less than 5 minutes...

O Holy Murdoc! They're freakishly annoying, and today that friggin maniac teacher that doesn't know what a cutter is gave me stupid non-functioning materials to work on my bridge project. geez...

And all of this history assessments are killing me!!! Stupid unreasonable assessments.. -'_'-

HOLY MURDOC NICCALS

He is just so cool! I love him so much i don't care what you guys think about me that likes a fictional guy!

he is The best!

Hail Murdoc Faust Niccals!

He's better than Satan!

Meh...

Normal darned day again, nothing much happened, but seriously those troublemakers, and that one troublemaker dude (that threw me sticks and stuff) is friggin annoying and he smells like crap (i ain't jokin'), he smelt sooooooooooo bad! Actually, there are two dudes in my class that smells so bad, yeah , but now the thing is that he was giving me the sunlight thing from the iPod (I was like what does he want) and this another dude was freakishly hyper and started pulling my hair and he laughed everytime I said "ouch!"

GRRRRR......!!!


Stupid mean people.... Now...

HAIL MURDOC YAY I'M HYPER AND I HAVEN'T DONE MY POWERPOINT HOMEWORK AND ITS ALREADY A QUARTER TO EIGHT AND THE HOMEWORK IS FOR TOMORROW! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! AND I'M STILL IN MY DAD'S OFFICE DARN IT !!!!!!!!!

*ahem*

Ok, I'm bored as you can read here now, I'm saying such random things out from my head and meh... today was a lame day, very lame day. And this place smells cigarrettes, too strong @.@

meh...meh...meh...meh...meh...meh...meh...

Stupid... -_-

Today at school, was one of my most annoying school days since I started to study in Sweden.

What happened? Check this out:

1. I asked my science teacher to lend me a cutter to cut the wood for my bridge (a project we're having), and, unfortunately, he does not know what a cutter is. BRAVO!

2. And this science teacher maniac thinks I said something wrong, he said maybe your saying "a cat". Like what the hell a cat. MY HOLY MURDOC! (and he gave me a gigantic saw)

3. One of the troublemaker dude in my class, started to hit my head with a thin stick of wood (it did not hurt but it annoyed me like shit). I hit him back with my stick, and... He broke my stick. With the broken pieces, we started to throw those stuff to each other.

4. My back hurts like mad.

5. My legs hurt like mad.

6. The computer room teacher is so unfair, she says we can't watch anything in youtube specially when its watching stuff that aren't relationed with studies. And guess what she did today: she watched Britney Spears on youtube, with max. volume! What the heck!

7. I ran out of snacks... -_-'

First Day of School after Sport holidays

Uhm,

Hi. First thing is, that I'm bored. I know that writing about what happened today in my life would be uninteresting at all, and no one would read it. Everyone has their own lives, and why should they care about a psycho girl's first day of school after holidays? No one, but no one will give a damn to it, I know that (Cause I also don't give a damn about people's blogs telling what happened in their lives), but, as I said.... I'M JUST SO EFFIN BORED DO YOU COMPREHEND WHAT I'M SAYING!?

*ahem*

Ok, so today was a normal day, the guys like always, the gals like always, a new kid in class, laughs every second, teachers giving darned homeworks non-stop, and yeah, normal school life. I accidentally ate pork today (I can't eat pork) but oh well.

No one changed, uh... duh, its only a week without school and those people I meet. I had steak for dinner... (uh...yay!). And I'm hoping I will be accepted by the high school I subscribed in and that my science and math teacher (which is the same person... and don't ask how much I hate him) will be sick or be stupid enough for not waking up at time so he would come to school late.

I'm also having too much hws'... They're freaking me out! It makes me feel so stupid like "I have all those things to do and I haven't finished them all! Oh what am I going to do?!" like... geez.... Its annoying me like hell (and Murdoc's balls if you ask).

I'm keeping on writing coz' i really don't have anything to do... oh, wait, yes I have something to do! I have gym tomorrow and I have to bring my gym clothes... So..

SEE YA MORONS LATER !!!! *jk*


Mellow Ruvisu

Shadows' Sadness

I write in pain,
As I try to regain,
My smile that would hide,
My sadness that collides,
Inside my weakened heart,
And then try to find a new start,
To walk again in the dark,
And leave my behind with no mark,
Dispell this curse I was born with,
And drink the blood from this filth,
Hide in the shadows,
And there I will be,
Waiting for my next prey,
Inside this childish dreams


Mellow Ruvisu

Dreams Creatures

It rests in the shadows,
Giving whispers so hollow,
When sunlight comes it would fly,
And leave their voices getting dry

Its shards of tears form the crystal,
Sparkling it slowly fall onto the ground,
It leaves someone's life with no moral,
And then it'll be blown making rounds and rounds

Its wings spread so wide,
Its colours splendoured the sky,
Clouds will not be just white,
And when this leaves it'll make you cry

It shines the morning as it reaches the sun,
It throws its darkness as it rests by the moonlight,
Lullabies they sing,
And whispers to you so hollow,
And leave their throats to dry

How can I describe, this creature from dreams,
They're just too complicated,
And so is their realm,
They're just too complicated,
And it just beauty,
It seems...


Mellow Ruvisu

My Sadness

Trying to be,
That one I see,
Should have I regretted,
For what I've asked to be granted?

Not being myself again,
Not being covered by the rain,
My voice would not come out,
As I slit my wrists and blood pours out...

Sad, I don't want to be,
But why this world has never let me free,
From this darkness and sorrow,
I have been,
I'll wait for tomorrow,
And so I can lean,

Upon my wishes,
That has never let me be...


Mellow Ruvisu

He-llo...

Hi,

Umm... yup, this is my first blog in here and I was just greeting... to.. any of you, or my own blogspot, or myself.

My name is Mellow Ruvisu (or Mellow Vinona Ruvisu or you can call me "M"), and I'm a girl that loves writing poems and reading books. I also love listening to music.

I've always wanted to share the stuff I made, and what am I thinking about in the internet so, here it goes, my blogspot.

If you would like to ask something, just send me an e-mail, you have to ask me my e-mail add. first though. You can reach me by going to:

http://akahabara.proboards91.com/

That is the link to my anime RP-ing site. You are always welcome there and here as well. Take a look to my blog and site and enjoy!

Regards,

Mellow V. Ruvisu