I hate my stupidness

What else can I do? What more should I do? I hate myself. I hate how stupid I am. I'm dissapointed of myself. I wish I could do something about it. This is driving me crazy. I can't take what I'm having right now. I don't like this. Its because I hate myself. I HATE myself so much, I can't even stand it but to look at anything that could hurt me and torture myself with it.

I'm losing everything. I'm losing every chance right now. I'm losing every chance that my parents gave me.

WHat am I supposed to do?

About myself... I don't know.