Today

I ended early today, I ended at 12.25.

I ate at home and started to finish off my english homework. I still have more homeworks, though. But I'm too lazy to work it out right now.

I'm wondering... In which high school will I be studying at?

I'm drinking Ginger Ale Soda right now and it tastes good. I had donuts this morning :D They were extremely delicious I would like more of them yummm.... In the train, Milly gave me this squid cracker thing.. It was spicy but delicious. YUMMY...

I'm wondering.. How can I put some music in this blog? It would look nice if there's some music. Hehehe^^ Music is something really important to me so if the music's over turn off the lights... turn off the lights.

People please.... Where can I get free music download? Hmm??? The CD's in here are so expensive and my dad would never let me get 2 CDs every weekend... >o<

I will soon change the name of this blog... I think "Unreached Dreams" seems a bit out of topic so yeah... I am planning a name.. And I have no idea what should it be.. ARGH!!! I want more Ginger Ale... XD XP

One guy in my class is missing somewhere... He even missed the Math national exam. I wonder what happened to him,, hmm..... Oh, well....

Why !?

Why...

I doubt I will be able to attend the high school where I want to go... My parents still want me in the other high where the teachers won't accept me because of my age (I'm 2 years too young), and it seems that my good friends are all going to that school where I want to go... Well, yeah. It looks really fun and nice.

I'm also very upset. Why is there no guitar teacher in Stockholm?! I've searched everywhere and there is barely any person.... Shit, I'm screwed.

I also hope that the math test went good....

I'm screwed.

"Stupidity is The Biggest Sin"

I was wondering, yes.

I will fail in my math test.
I will disappoint my parents.
I will be a disgrace to my family.
I will be known as a ridiculous girl.
I will be useless for everyone.
I will be such a reckless human being.
I will become a depressed stupid emo.

I'M SO GONNA FAIL IN THAT TEST OH PLEASE AT LEAST GIVE ME A VG GOD!

**VG (Its the Swedish system of grading. VG= 8, 9-; B, B+)

Today

I was being normal today... NORMAL NORMAL NORMAL... I had to go to the school nurse, though. She said she needed to check my eyes, hearing, spinal cord, weight, and height.

It was weird~~~~~~ I hate the nurse, she is so freaky and weird and gah I just hate her O_O I had a pretty nice lunch today, the school's food was okay (Or maybe I was just so hungry). Yesterday I also went to visit one of my high school choices, it looks really nice, and the program system and its curriculum seems to be great! My parents still wants me in the other high school. Its good as well but I don't like it because the school says that I'm too young for high school...

I was like WHAT!? That is why I'd rather going to the other school.... XD They even have a new building for us!

Tomorrow I will be having my math national test 1st part and I doubt I will pass it XP I'm too lazy right now to study and since I came home and played with my laptop I was thinking and wondering:

"Why am I not studying at all?"

I'm surely a super lazy girl hahahahahahaha~

Well, see ya pricks later!

Red Umbrella Girl

She was born as a spoiled child,
That always flipped around her parents' mood,
Every time she tried to be sweet an good...

She forces her smiles, she did some fake laughs,
Friends she only had if money they desire

She used the red umbrella and passed me by,
Her eyes looking up to the sky,
It seemed that she hoped that rain would fall

What a pity, A girl of melancholic eyes,
What a pity, A girl with a broken heart,
What a pity, That girl of the faint smile

The girl of the red umbrella,
I used to call

Mellow Ruvisu

What a Life

I have no idea in what should I do next in my life. Everything seems to be spinning around and passing me by so fast. I don't know but maybe this universe is leaving me too far away behind, or maybe it does to everybody but I'm the only one that feels it.

Sad songs, sad poems, sad stories... Maybe those are the things that have made me realize about this. I don't want to, I hope I could leave all of this pressure away from my life and start all over again. I wish, that my wish could be granted... Just someday, I hope.

I was also wondering... What or who made all of this, organizing all of us zombies controlled by fate? God? Where is the proof? Its not that I don't believe in God... But, where is the proof? I've been thinking why did both of the sun and the moon shine beautifully? Why?! It is a question that has been sticking inside my head since I started to be an old moron minded. Whatever, still, I can't say "I just go with the flow" just like I always do...

If life is such a pain, why were we all born? I'm not saying that life is useless... But why should we spend all of our energy to study, work, and then end up dying? Or why us human kind are being such fucking assholes towards this only home we have, Earth.... Is starting to hum harder.

It is a warning.

See ya my minions later... I know that what I wrote is all non-sense.

By the way.. I got a guitar but no teacher :D Great, eh?

60's rock and roll addiction

HAH!!! NOW I AM REALLY ADDICTED TO THE ROCK AND ROLL FROM THE 60'S !!!

DUDE! I'M LIKE OH YEAH ROLLING STONES! OH YEAH THE KINKS! OH YEAH THE BEATLES WTH...

Well, they are really good... and these kind of music is my anti drug rofl wthm. I was also singing Paint It Black by the Stones and its kind of pissing me off though its a really good song hahahaha....

the second part of the english test is coming soon... AH XO

I am a really bored and boring girl ain't I ?

I am getting addicted

I am getting addicted to Black Sabbath, The Clash, and Cream. Those bands are awesome I don't know why but they're good. I just found out of The Clash... so yeah.. I'm like "Rock the Casbah... Rock the Casbah.." rofl.

Tomorrow's the English National Test >.< OH NOOOOOOOO!!! But I think I'll be okay. Whatever. But i really need good grades. Bleh!

-I'm the Iron Maaaaaaan......-

*Ahem* Sorry I am addicted...

>=D See ya pricks... later