Hey everyone, I'm kinda bored or more likely... BORED TO DEATH. Yesterday all stores were closed and today, too. Yesterday when I was in the middle of the city and tere was no one but me and my sis and parents I felt that I owned the whole country or something. Its a ghost town.
Yeah, I know. Its Christmas, duh! Why didn't I meet my family and go eat turkey at grandma's house and then this and that with the whole family? Why not goto church?
Its pretty simple. I'm not christian or any religion that celebrates Christmas... And still I could meet my family.... No I can't. I live in a different country than the most of them. Very depressing.
Very depressing.
Merry Christmas everyone :)
Thursday, 25 December 2008
Wow... Christmas!
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Wednesday, 17 December 2008
Today, The D-DAY
GUESSSSSSSS WHAT?!
Today is my last day of school until next year in January the 12th in 2009! Today I actually start at 1 in the afternoon but I'm not taking advantage of this time for sleeping like my other friends are doing. This pretty clear that I'm a bit hyper or just a bit addicted to the computer.
I just finished some reports, but it will not be done until Camilla finishes her part, we're ina group as you can see... And after that I went to MSN and Facebook and of course there is no one online... At all. Its like, I feel really ridiculous! Not sleeping when I could be sleeping. When my mind thinks that I SHOULD be sleeping. What a bum xD
THen, I went to check some stuff... Like scene kids pictures. They look soo.. "rad" and so uniform-ish up to their hair. All of the girls have this same hair cut its a freakazoid world.....
My parent agreed (Well, my dad doesn't completely) that I could get bangs! I will get them no matter what soon enough some time soon before I start school again. I hope I can end pretty soon today :D Coz I'm sick of school---- REALLY!
I have determined myself...to not to be with her again when I am doing some group project. Its pretty sickening when someone doesn't do their part in time, you know... Really nnoying.... I wish I could fucking reverse the time and.. idk, anything but with her in a group.
I'm being really hyper right now can't even stop typing. Honestly, I'm thinking that I was born to type...
Soooo looong (a hundred miles),
MVR
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Sunday, 14 December 2008
Not My Day (At All)
This is not one of my days, I feel like crushing someone's head. Actually more than one. Its pretty stressing and frustrating...
Besides that, I want to cut my hair. Just a bit, to make it look more organized, you can say. I will get bangs as well. Unfortunately I can't do it today. Salons are closed I suppose. No one seems to agree with this change of hairsttyle of mine but they just say that it would look ok .
A bit lost, I've been listening to melancholic songs such as The Day Before You Came by The Real Tuesday Weld and reading my chemistry book in preparation for my next test... Yes, there was nothing better to do. I was wondering what I should do next... I still have one movie I rented yesterday to watch. And I have to watch it today or else I will have to pay because I would give it back late. Really hate that. The movie is called Eternity, I think... Don't really remember and too lazy to get off from the chair and check the name. What a bum.
I finished reading Twilight today, the book's pretty normal. I couldn't find anything special in it. I guess I'm always against the majority of human beings int his world... I was unable to see what was so great about Twilight. To be honest, I was pretty bored. If I hadn't been asked by the teacher to read then I wouldn't. Pretty crappy. Very crappy. And I pity all of those that are reading it right now, being bluffed by Ms. Stephenie Mayer... she must be somewhere right now counting her money under a parasol in a Caribbean Island.
Whatever,
Devil's Child Lover of Roses
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Thursday, 4 December 2008
Untitled (How I Like It)
I am such an idiot.
This must be the worst school semester I've ever had in my life. I can't get a better grade than a G (its a -B or C).
This is embarassing and its such a disgrace, for myself.
I need to be better next semester, I feel like slitting my fingers O.o
I'm not emo. Chill.
Sometimes its really hard to cope with this situtation.
Very annoying.
Very fuck face.
I'm a fuck face.
I'M A FUCK FACE!!!
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Wednesday, 3 December 2008
What A KILLER D;
I thought everything was going to end in the start of this week and what I found out that was only a stupid dream of mine.
Even though I'm drenched to the bones, I still feel that I need to do more, to keep on going. I'm not giving up until something impossible happens.
Motivation to have a better life, both for me and my family right now and in the future (not sure). I wish I was born smarter, though but I will keep on going since I have a big chance opened by my lovely best friends that I call parents <3 style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">ALEX TURNER <3333
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