I have been wondering...

I have been wondering how it feels to be a guy. Not that I want to be one (EVER), but how are their lifes... Hmm....

Anyways, thta is not the real thing that I was wondering about but I was actually wondering in why do people feel love? Why is it? What is that happy feeling that you get when you are in love?

Seriously it does sound very stupid and awkward.

I'm an idiot.
I hate myself.
I need to go and bang my head to the wall.
Or sink my head up the frying pan full with hot oil.

I feel FUCKED UP.

I need wings to fly,,,,,