What a Life

I have no idea in what should I do next in my life. Everything seems to be spinning around and passing me by so fast. I don't know but maybe this universe is leaving me too far away behind, or maybe it does to everybody but I'm the only one that feels it.

Sad songs, sad poems, sad stories... Maybe those are the things that have made me realize about this. I don't want to, I hope I could leave all of this pressure away from my life and start all over again. I wish, that my wish could be granted... Just someday, I hope.

I was also wondering... What or who made all of this, organizing all of us zombies controlled by fate? God? Where is the proof? Its not that I don't believe in God... But, where is the proof? I've been thinking why did both of the sun and the moon shine beautifully? Why?! It is a question that has been sticking inside my head since I started to be an old moron minded. Whatever, still, I can't say "I just go with the flow" just like I always do...

If life is such a pain, why were we all born? I'm not saying that life is useless... But why should we spend all of our energy to study, work, and then end up dying? Or why us human kind are being such fucking assholes towards this only home we have, Earth.... Is starting to hum harder.

It is a warning.

See ya my minions later... I know that what I wrote is all non-sense.

By the way.. I got a guitar but no teacher :D Great, eh?