Can't Smile Without You

You know I can't smile without you,
can't smile without you,
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile without you

You came along just like a song
And brightened my day
Who would have believed that you were part of a dream
Now it all seems light years away

And now you know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile

Now some people say happiness takes so very long to find
Well, I'm finding it hard leaving your love behind me

And you see I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel glad when you're glad
I feel sad when you're sad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile without you

By Barry Manilow

I love his songs :3

Can't bother

Today wasn't the greatest day of my life. Maybe the worst. I can't stop thinking about school and stuff. I'm pretty confused right now. Very confused to be more precise.

I'm getting mad so fast these days. I don't like it. I feel oppressed.

I wish I could die right now.. and come back to life when everything have passed...

i bought two cd albums though. Blues Brothers and Esperanza Spalding.

really nice.

I have been wondering...

I have been wondering how it feels to be a guy. Not that I want to be one (EVER), but how are their lifes... Hmm....

Anyways, thta is not the real thing that I was wondering about but I was actually wondering in why do people feel love? Why is it? What is that happy feeling that you get when you are in love?

Seriously it does sound very stupid and awkward.

I'm an idiot.
I hate myself.
I need to go and bang my head to the wall.
Or sink my head up the frying pan full with hot oil.

I feel FUCKED UP.

I need wings to fly,,,,,

Its a sad start of a happy break

Right now I don't really know what to say. I'm kind of stressed and I can't think about anything positive. This may be the worst friday ever (before the friday when I got my phone stolen by one of my classmates..) and I just really want to go and jump off from a cliff or drown myself (the sea in front of my window is pretty tempting), I just feel like dying. I also feel like something is pressing my head from left and right. I can't talk properly, and I can't think or do what I want to do.

Well, instead of telling you about depressing and seriously ugly emo shit like above I'll just tell you about an electropop band from England called Hot Chip. And they're really good. My english teacher told me about the band, and then someone else told me that its a really nice band and it is.

They're not that popular, I think. But they are awesome. You need to check their songs. All f them are stuck in my head right now.

Oh, and today is a Friday and I am pretty glad because we will have a week off from school.

See you guys and have a nice week.

9.10 PM

I know its hard to get your heart while you're living in your own little world
I know its hard to get you to notice me when you're nailed into your own thoughts
I know its hard to understand my signs if this is the only way
I know its hard but please answer yes when I say

You know what I mean
You get what I mean

Its holding hands together walk to the park
Watching the sunset go by
And sink into our sleepy eyes

You know what I mean
You get what I mean

Its for us to say we love each other
And hold tightly till the end of the next tomorrow

Lyrics by MWL (me)

Hahahhahahaha