Another Friday

My sickness has got better, but I still can't concentrate so much in class. I have been thinking why am I so weak? Today I had the worst presentation day ever. I ruined my group's hard work into shreds of awkwardness. I hate to admit it, but I was brutally stupid. My friends said that I was very good, but I can't feel that myself.

My logic is still not working on maths. I had a very hard time to get along with it. I felt so embarrassed when I got stuck in questions that I can usually finish in no time. Now, I am the greatest bum ever. I had the feeling that I was the most stupid student in class. I think it was a mistake to jump a grade, after all. I should have let myself be balanced and now I don't think I'm mature enough to be able to stand the 1st grade of HS. Its a pain in the ass, but I feel glad because even though this is killing me, Indonesian schools would've already made me kill myself since 2 weeks ago. I have a huge threat. This threat is my stupidity. My silly mind would never be the mind I've always wanted to have. I am screwed. Now I am writing emosome.

I'll say more later..