The 3rd of today

Its my third post today in this blog. Today I had sukiyaki for dinner again and I am doing nothing right now...

My sister seems to like the gift I chose for her. I feel glad about it. Now she is 13, what the.. I thought she was supposed to be older or something like that. Maybe she is overly mature... NOOOOO... Whatever.

My dad was at home already before I came home. he got me this black hat. The ones that the Russian soldiers use. He even got the sign thing, but I removed it since I'm not a communist. The hat is really warm and nice, I really liked it :)

My throat is being my greatest enemy of mine right now. I can talk better now, though. This morning was pretty hard to say a single word. Today I couldn't think much. I couldn't concentrate, i couldn't even figure out such a simple maths question that I can usually finish in no time. I have no idea what is happening to me right now but I hope it won't get any worse. I dislike this so much, as you can see. Tomorrow I will have a 3 hour lesson of History and Social Science. Its pretty boring, and I don't really like my teacher. She is really nice but I don't lke her as a teacher. She is a bit bad at explaining. Sometimes it gets me irritated but in this 2nd term I have determined myself to keep my temper cool. I don't want to make a big fuzz, I just want to improve with my grades... That's all. This reminds me of something else. It reminds me of the last Chemistry test we had last term.. I'm really worried and I hope I won't get a bad grade. Please give me a VG. Please a VG. I hate Gs. I don't get why everyone's so happy about getting a G.

Today I had my first lesson of Swedish as a foreign language. What I am trying to achieve right now is to be able to speak the language fluently enough to be able to communicate in my every day life in Swedish... Whatsoever, i think I might fail. I suck at it. I suck. I know I suck.