Saving you (I am not sure)

The last words I whispered to you,
I held myself together,
And lie to myself that everything's going to be alright,
I found that the only way to save you,
Is leaving you... behind (I am not sure)

before crashing with a flock of birds i pray before my lungs start to bleed and i will die looking at the blue empty sky, falling, falling, falling...
falling

The blinding light I saw,
As I walked by the dirty pavements,
My feet feels numb,
As if I am actually floating. (I am not sure)
On air. on air. on air.
I forgot that the only way to save you,
Is loving you... behind

before crashing with a flock of birds i pray before my lungs start to bleed and i will die looking at the blue empty sky, falling, falling, falling...
falling

Dry teardrops on my face,
and blood on my hands,
The feeling of a sudden sadness (I am not sure)
overwhelms my lonely death

I knew I could've passed this time better like this,
That is why I found out
That the only way to save you...
Is leaving you.

(I am sure)

By Mawar Winona Lubis , myself