Not My Wonderwall

Another blog created

2009-03-06T11:51:00.000-08:00

Okay, okay

I made another blog in another server called blogg.se
Its pretty alright, well I just made it because most of my friends have a blog in blogg.se, so I just decided to make one.

Here's the link:

http://murdsnotturds.blogg.se/

Yes, it's Swedish. Don't ask why... :P
I posted like 3 posts in there today and the thing is that this is my first day posting in my new blog. Pretty cute, but I'm really pissed because I can't change the colour or whatever. I could only choose a theme.

A lot more fucked up than Blogger, I must say. Sí, sí.

Today I straightened my hair (I don't remember if I posted this in here already, I think I posted it in the other blog), and it turned out to be okay... But nothing special. I guess I'll try curling it tomorrow. SInce I got nothing to do besides some little homework.

Today I worked on some more biology. I think it still has a G level thing, I will work on it more tomorrow... What a bum. Its really hard for me... Biology.
I love biology but I'm not good at it. That's sad... :((((

:(

2009-03-06T04:03:00.000-08:00

I am having social studies now and we are studying some economy stuff. About some guys like Keynes and Friedman. I am sick of all these European people... And one more thing. I don't understand anything at all!!

I am so confused and I have no idea how to get it because the teacher is really bad at speaking in English....

I will blog more later... My friend is having problems with her blogger and she deleted it -___- and she just said blogger is lame!
Of course not!
Blogger is awesome!
I think I will change the layout again...
Making one by myself,
Making it dark and purple-ish...
Whatever but I want curls and many many many flowers

Hahahaha

I will start soon.... So, yea

Great week

2009-03-04T22:17:00.000-08:00

This week is not a nice one. At all. I think its driving me crazy for some reason. I've been also getting more and more sensitive to what people say about ANYTHING. I get angry, sad, aggravated, too fast. I don't think I was even thinking.

Today is a Thursday which is good because tomorrow will be Friday which is the last day of the week. It doesn't really mean that I will get more free time than this week but at least less work.

There are a few things I need to finish on doing, which I will do it all today if possible which is most likely possible...

Maths Inv. ALMOST
Biology paper and comments DONE
Swedish exercise NOT DONE

I will do maths today in my free hour... I guess that is a great idea. I also need to print a bunch of things! But I really don't want to go to the BC floor... Its very BC...

Whatever....

i know this is ruining everything

2009-03-01T06:29:00.001-08:00

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Saving you (I am not sure)

2009-03-01T06:08:00.000-08:00

The last words I whispered to you,
I held myself together,
And lie to myself that everything's going to be alright,
I found that the only way to save you,
Is leaving you... behind (I am not sure)

before crashing with a flock of birds i pray before my lungs start to bleed and i will die looking at the blue empty sky, falling, falling, falling...
falling

The blinding light I saw,
As I walked by the dirty pavements,
My feet feels numb,
As if I am actually floating. (I am not sure)
On air. on air. on air.
I forgot that the only way to save you,
Is loving you... behind

before crashing with a flock of birds i pray before my lungs start to bleed and i will die looking at the blue empty sky, falling, falling, falling...
falling

Dry teardrops on my face,
and blood on my hands,
The feeling of a sudden sadness (I am not sure)
overwhelms my lonely death

I knew I could've passed this time better like this,
That is why I found out
That the only way to save you...
Is leaving you.

(I am sure)

By Mawar Winona Lubis , myself

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2009-02-27T12:07:00.001-08:00

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2009-02-27T08:49:00.001-08:00

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2009-02-27T08:19:00.002-08:00

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2009-02-27T08:19:00.001-08:00

The Last Days

2009-02-27T06:38:00.000-08:00

The last days I've been very busy with school work, house work,... and shopping. I think the school work is one thing that is making these holidays go bad. Its not that enjoyable and to make things worse, my parents are always busy and they expect me to stay home (they are very protective. but not over-protective).

Today I woke up at 1 in the afternoon. It wasn't my best sleep in the world, though. Fortunately when I looked out the window, the sunlight was going inside my house from all directions up until now.

Its pretty delightful after days of cloudy and snowy skies.

Right now I am pretty relaxed since I have done mstly everything I have to do. I am now very happy...... but still, I got to feel this not 6 days ago but now... almost in the end of the holidays.

Teachers should understand!

For God's sake...

Well, that's all now

P.S. I hate Monster

After the ski trip

2009-02-16T11:43:00.000-08:00

I had so much fun in the last 4 days in Sa:len, I didn't ski much but the scooter adventure and the dog sledging was awesome. I had a little accident with the dog sledge, though. But it wasn't serious, it was funny.

The way back home in the bus was horrid. I wanted to throw up and I was very dizzy. Well, I guess its my fault too since I had Monster in the mornings. The Monster drink also spilled all over me in the bus. Really fucked up smell... When I got home and ate and took a shower and all, I already decided that today I should not go to school to rest and that I will do my school work at home, its a lot easier.

Last night was not a good one. I kept on having panicking dreams that would wake me up and I start having this really bad headache and pain all over my body muscles. When I woke up at 8 in the morning, I knew there was something bad going on with myself. At 9, I had a fever and my headache has gone worse and blablablablabla I had to eat and take a shower and shit and all and sleep for the rest of the day and that my parents wouldn't let me to go to the computer and do my school work! But... tomorrow I won't go to school. I don't want to get myself in pain in the middle of the day....

I'm feeling really dizzy right now, I'll see you guys later..

Goodness

2009-02-11T05:06:00.000-08:00

I am now sitting here in the classroom listening to the teacher explaining about some choices for the next year. Before him talking, there was another teacer we've never met before and he had a very funny... Manchester-Aussie accent? HAHAHAAAA

Everyone were holding their laughs...

And he turned out to be Swedish...

I am so bored I want to end now see you guys

Tomorrow

2009-02-10T12:19:00.001-08:00

Tomorrow i going to be my last day at school this week. I will go skiing from thursday until sunday. I don't really know what to say but I could say I'd prefer to stay at school, but I also think that leaving all that school work is super cool, too.

I've been working on Biology, English, and Physics. Last night I had everything in my head. I was typing like a robot I couldn't sop but fill the pages with my answer. And what is better, I feel very satisfied with them. I feel confident with my asnwer, and I hope that the teacher has the same way of thinking as me...

Tomorrow me and Milly are going to town and go to Monki. Last time I went there on Sunday, everything was in 75% and there were pants less than 100kr. I bought this really nice shirt. Hahaaa, I really love it.

Since Sunday, I started to tye my hair to two... It suits me, I think.. people said so, too. So I decided that I should go to Monki and buy cuter hair rubber thing, I can't even think how you say that thing.... Ribbons, no... Whatever...

I've been trying to change the layout of this blog again but I can't seem to find any good layouts that work properly.
My istincts aren't working right now so I've been clicking in many fucked up sites. Hahahahahaaaa...

I'll see you guys next time :)

So much to do

2009-02-09T11:53:00.000-08:00

Guess what I got so much to do, but I am getting a handle out of it. I haven't started to do some stuff, but I am really concentrating in Biology right now. Its pretty well fucked-up made assignment from the teacher. Its messing up with my whole life. I know if I am thinking this way right now I should work on it instead of stupidly blogging right now, but guess again... That's me.

In then end I will complain about it that I got a very bad grade and just wait until I do that I will blog it out instead of studying more...

Hahahha

Isn't that screwed. I don't really know.. See ya I got to work hahahahahahaha

I GOT MOTIVATION!

Noel Gallagher pushed on stage

2009-02-04T00:06:00.000-08:00

Noel Gallagher from Oasis, was pushed! He was pushed on stage by a random dude (that then became my hero, <3) and he fell right on the speakers. You guys got to search for the video on Youtube. Haa haa haa, the dude was a bit random. He came out from nowhere and just pushed the poor thing. I couldn't stop laughing at that time. But if I were in Noel's or Liam's place I would be mad like MAD, too. But whatever, he kind of deserves it, anyway.

I just hate it when he talks bad about every single musician out there that is doing good.. AND MAKING BAD OF DAMON ALBARN... o nooo... lol joke, I'm not one of those that go *freak* about the Blur VS. Oasis.

Anyway, this thing happened last year... And I think it was on TV and all. So you can say that I'm really far behind of all these gossips and shit about artists and celebrities... Can't bother to know about strangers xD

I'll see you guys later! Make sure to watch the video for those who hasn't :D :D :D :D

Another Friday

2009-01-30T10:49:00.000-08:00

My sickness has got better, but I still can't concentrate so much in class. I have been thinking why am I so weak? Today I had the worst presentation day ever. I ruined my group's hard work into shreds of awkwardness. I hate to admit it, but I was brutally stupid. My friends said that I was very good, but I can't feel that myself.

My logic is still not working on maths. I had a very hard time to get along with it. I felt so embarrassed when I got stuck in questions that I can usually finish in no time. Now, I am the greatest bum ever. I had the feeling that I was the most stupid student in class. I think it was a mistake to jump a grade, after all. I should have let myself be balanced and now I don't think I'm mature enough to be able to stand the 1st grade of HS. Its a pain in the ass, but I feel glad because even though this is killing me, Indonesian schools would've already made me kill myself since 2 weeks ago. I have a huge threat. This threat is my stupidity. My silly mind would never be the mind I've always wanted to have. I am screwed. Now I am writing emosome.

I'll say more later..

lily Allen- No Friend of Mine

2009-01-27T03:28:00.000-08:00

A really good, chilly, sad, and catchy song. Lily Allen is awesome :D

I had a horrible dream

2009-01-27T02:41:00.000-08:00

I had a nightmare. It was one of the worst. I will write it down here, it may not be the whole dream as a few hours have passed already after I woke up from it.

I was somewhere with my sister, I just had the feeling that it was in some mall with many sega games. We were talking some nonsense and after that our parents called us and we followed them. After getting off the car, all of us were not us anymore. We were someone else. Another family.

I was the oldest son but I think I was 8 or 9 in there. My sister was a smaller kid. My parents are now brunette (-_-). We knocked on the door and it turned out to be my (or the boy's... I'm going to start saying 'boy' instead of 'my, I' its starting to give me goosebumps) parents' friends. They were chatting and blablabla, and the woman told the boy's mother about some serial killer, a red haired, black hooded man that is said to be wondering the streets near the house they are living in.

After the boy's family decided to go home, they all started tying their shoes. The boy's dad saw these crystals on the table and said they were pretty (they were pretty). They got on the car and in the middle of the way home the dad said that they all should go back to their friends' house again meanwhile he will shop the crystals he liked so much (which I think its near that house as well). They went back and the kids went inside the house of their parents' friends. The dad walked off and the mother started smoking outside.

Suddenly, a suspicious red haired black hooded man approached the mother with a cutter and attacked her. She kept on banging the door pleading to get help. The kids were wondering what was happening, and the boy (me) ran out the door and saw his mother laying on the floor. He crouched down to lift her and see her face.

Her face was destroyed. It was cut a million times, there was not even a single drip of blood left the flesh became black. She was still alive, and breathing perfectly somwhow... and she was crying. The boy started crying and hugged his mom. He started to apologize by not being by her side. He was promising that he will never leave her, ever. His mom hugged him tightly and many people came to help. They carried her inside and some others called the ambulance. The boy was still hugging his mother, in fear that she would fade away. The little sister was panicked (but it was strange since she was not crying). The father came and saw everything. He was speechless. And suddenly the boy said:

"Look at her... would you still love her even if she looked like this?!"

I could feel the boy's fear of his dad not loving his mother anymore. It's a very childish feeling. I know.

The dad started crying. And as he wanted to answer... I woke up.

I cried.

And I wished that it would never ever happen to me. Ever.

Why do you have to hide away for so long

2009-01-25T10:20:00.000-08:00

Darkness has conquered over the town. The neighbouring island across the sea I usually see from my window dissappeared. I can't see the lights. The fog and the black sky had mated and fused into one of my biggest enemies I've ever met.

Today me, my sister, and my parents went to check the jacket I was talking about of. When we got to the store I tried it and my dad said it was horrid. Yeah, I agreed with him. I didn't know why I was so into it. We hanged the jacket back and left the store. We took a walk and went inside another store, I got a nice.. well, beautiful coat xD

BUT there is something wrong. My mucus from my throat has also over taken my nose! My ears are plunged and I am all screwed. I am planning to skip Spanish tomorrow... Really annoying. Really.

Every time I had tea, I felt like I was in heaven...

This is S I C K

2009-01-22T21:24:00.000-08:00

Its 6.30 In the morning and I don't know why I am blogging while its usually my time to sleep. I'm sleeping now but I am not going to do anything to this page so see you

BEEP

Right now I am at school and I walked upstairs... I'm really tired and I'm sweating like mad. Not really, but I am tired. WHy didn't I take the lift? Because the lift is broken.. i think there are some people that got stuck there.

If you guys are wondering why my grammar right now is very very bad its because I am sick! My bad throat is getting worse and worse. I DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY. uhh

Anyway, I am having media communication lessons and its really boring. They're showing us some crap. And I haven't really done all the crap. I hate this. Its very crappy. Crappy. Crappy. The teacher can't even say pop ups he says it pops up.

I'll blog later this is fucked up

The 3rd of today

2009-01-22T11:54:00.000-08:00

Its my third post today in this blog. Today I had sukiyaki for dinner again and I am doing nothing right now...

My sister seems to like the gift I chose for her. I feel glad about it. Now she is 13, what the.. I thought she was supposed to be older or something like that. Maybe she is overly mature... NOOOOO... Whatever.

My dad was at home already before I came home. he got me this black hat. The ones that the Russian soldiers use. He even got the sign thing, but I removed it since I'm not a communist. The hat is really warm and nice, I really liked it :)

My throat is being my greatest enemy of mine right now. I can talk better now, though. This morning was pretty hard to say a single word. Today I couldn't think much. I couldn't concentrate, i couldn't even figure out such a simple maths question that I can usually finish in no time. I have no idea what is happening to me right now but I hope it won't get any worse. I dislike this so much, as you can see. Tomorrow I will have a 3 hour lesson of History and Social Science. Its pretty boring, and I don't really like my teacher. She is really nice but I don't lke her as a teacher. She is a bit bad at explaining. Sometimes it gets me irritated but in this 2nd term I have determined myself to keep my temper cool. I don't want to make a big fuzz, I just want to improve with my grades... That's all. This reminds me of something else. It reminds me of the last Chemistry test we had last term.. I'm really worried and I hope I won't get a bad grade. Please give me a VG. Please a VG. I hate Gs. I don't get why everyone's so happy about getting a G.

Today I had my first lesson of Swedish as a foreign language. What I am trying to achieve right now is to be able to speak the language fluently enough to be able to communicate in my every day life in Swedish... Whatsoever, i think I might fail. I suck at it. I suck. I know I suck.

N O T H I N G

2009-01-22T03:21:00.000-08:00

This my second blog today and I hope there will be no number three. I wish I could be in town now with any of my friends or my family so we could go shopping together. I have been trying to distract myself with everything! But nothing seems to be working. If you haven't figure it out, I am bored like this because I have an hour doing nothingn in school. I have tried to do some maths but I got one question I got stuck with so I fucked it and threw the notebook away inside my bag.

Why am I blogging?

I have no idea... No one is reading it anyway. It has been half a year already and no one is commenting on my comments!

Yesterday I was @ Stureplan, earching for my sister's present. And I found a nice gift for her. O wait a sec, i think I wrote about this already this morning.. What a bum. What a lazy bum. Beetlebum.. what've you done? She's a guuuuuuuuuuuun... Now whatäve you done? beetlebum...

That song is really cool. Its called, well, Beetlebum and its by Blur. A 90's band that was Oasis' greatest rival. I have no idea why does Oasis take the rivalry made by the media so seriously. Oasis suck, w/e. Blur is a lot better! They have this really colourful songs and it differs from pop up to metal..-ish. Whatever. But i reccommend Blur to you. NOT OASIS. They are fuckheads for real. You should see what they do. How they mock Blur. Eww, but the thing is everythime they mock Blur.. Blur doesn't give a shit about it! Isn't that great.. lmfao

I was reading my friend's blog today and I've been commenting on her posts recently and I have been using an alias of me. She doesn't know its me! She put a P.S. saying that she is thanking me for reading her blog *whoever you are* and I started laughing. This is great. Now she hould find out who is MurdsCha.

I will soon change the layout of this stupid blog. Its stressing me. Its so emo, so stupidly emo.

I am sleepy

2009-01-21T23:31:00.000-08:00

Right now I am in Spanish class and I got this bad throat. I am feeling the worst and I wish I could go back home right now...

Today is my sister's birthday. Yesterday I bought a round top hat for her because she has been telling me that she would really like to have one. My mo and I packed it with this gift paper full of Paddington Bears! I think its really cute.. and she likes Paddington bear :3

God. I think I will die soo enough because my throat is turning me crazy. The teacher is telling us about the national exam. Same system just like in 9th grade. Three etapes: Listen, read, and write.

Fuck. This is really not my day. Even though my dad is coming back. He bought me a nice hat^^that is what he said... But I really don't know what to say since I really hate being sick. ESPECIALLY IN MY THROAT.

Today I will end at 4.00pm.. It will be my first lesson in Swedish as a foreign language! Geez, the teacher can't speak in English so I have to force myself to speak in Swedish which is all screwed up. I sound like those Ameiricens speaking Spanish...

See ou guys got to do some español! hehrgh...

I was at school on Sunday

2009-01-18T11:47:00.000-08:00

Today I had to wake up early, because I had to go to school. It was my school's open house. When I arrived I had to help in carrying some empty boxes to a room. After that I prepared my project with my friend's laptop. Geez for real he had a very weird password. Haha. His screen was also soo dirty I had difficulties in typing.

I had to stay inside the classroom with Stacy, Camilla, and Andreas most of the time and wait or get some gusts in and present the presentation and answer their questions. Most of them were scary as hell, but who cares... I CARE. It was really boring. It was wasting my precious time, just like I am wasting my time for you readers if there is any...

Nothing much really happened after that but after I ended I bought a banana smoothie (Gym Junkie) in naked Juice Bar. Yummy....

God... I hope those guests were convinced.

or else I shouldn't just have come...

/MVR

jag vill skicka en blogg på svenska

2009-01-16T02:55:00.000-08:00

hejsan, hur mår du? ja ja, det är en ful fråga hahahahaha PINSAMT WTF FTW HAHAAH i dont know what to say.. wait, vänta, jag vet inte vad kan jag säga! hmm... this is weird

Right now I'm in school doing nothing. I am still in break time and I got this really gross lunch.. some pasta and salmon sauce.

Now I have moved to a class room, we started already and its pretty fucked up. I'm too lazy to do some work and all.

After school I'm gonna meet up with Jazz! My sis is coming too hehe^^ She wants to get the converse thing -____o'

WTF I know I am really bored right now, I'm blogging in here like I have no life. YAY! I have no life and I spend my whole day writing blogs and watching stupid funny videos on youtube!

I'll just. stop right now... toodles

Za M O R N I N G

2009-01-15T23:35:00.000-08:00

Today I woke up and somehow I felt there was someone else in the crib besides me and my family, so I kept on turning on the lights. Haha... Anyway, I checked my thermometer and it showed -7.3° YES! It pissed me off so much, I hate the cold.. Every time I have to go out I will have to use multiple layers of clothes and that is such a killer. A real inflated yeti.

The bus was also late. I had to run after waiting for 10 more minutes. I was sweating like a pig in a sauna!!!

Right now I have nothing to do but I guess I will start working on my website... Hergh

I will post later.. some more stuff.. See you guys

Its Coffee After Dinner

2009-01-15T10:26:00.000-08:00

I came back home from school perhaps four hours ago and after having a chit-chat with my mom I immediately rushed towards the kitchen and killed all the spring rolls, letting them melt in my stomach acids. Yes. I was very hungry and I over ate today, I don't know why but I am getting hungry very fast. it is sort of annoying me really.

My mom just asked me if I wanted some spinach. I can't eat more!! Now I am having a cup of coffee just to warm myself up. My feet are freezing, the weather is getting colder and colder... Again.

Today I had a one hour gap in the middle of the day with no lessons, I sort of took a nap while I was sitting on the bean bag. They're really comfortable bean bags, actually. They're orange, too. Anyway, I was so bored at that time... The place was pretty dead-silent for a school. It was a bit weird, but I will have to get used to it since its going to be like that every thursday.

I had a talk with my Swedish for beginners teacher, she couldn't speak English and she was speaking to me in Swedish the whole time so I had to force myself to speak in Swedish. It went pretty well. I presented myself, shortly and told her why I wanted to attend this special class. I was a bit stiff with my Swedish but then I just screwed it and tried as much as possible.

There have been a few people that has gotten trapped inside the lift in my school. The worst was 50 minutes. Pretty much... unlucky. I hope that won't happen to me, never ever happen to me! Except I have spanish or something like that so it would become a really good excuse for have been absent in class. Its actually a really nice idea... Maybe I should try jumping next time I have spanish... Ha ha!

Alright, I am making a promise to myself that I won't eat so much tomorrow. I don't want to get so fat...

I am going to town again tomorrow with some friends and my sis to search for the half priced converse shoes lol. Cheers!

That's; Electric Shock

2009-01-14T11:26:00.000-08:00

I am now listening to BBC Radio 1 online, with Damon Albarn taking over Zane Lowe's place just for this night. He puts some really good music and now I am listening to one of Gorillaz's demo called Electric Shock. Damon says its still a very rough sketch, but I think its really good. I can feel the evolution but conservation of the Gorillaz's style, colour.

he also said that Murdoc is gonna be talking, too!!!

I really like this xD He puts amazing music, not like those fucked up popular songs haha...

Now he is playing this sweet guitar song thing o.O what the hell haha its sweet though.

See you guys later nad just make sure you listen to it!!!

S H I V E R S

2009-01-12T04:09:00.000-08:00

Olright I'm in the new school building right now. Everything's not completely gone so its not only teachers and students in the school. There are builders. Ha ha, Its pretty random. The floor that I have most classes in still has no electricity. A bit fucked up, I know but I think I can handle it since they said that the lights are going to be done for tomorrow. Even so, right now I am shivering to death because I don't think they have installed the heaters and everyone is using a jacket right now. A bit weird I have to say. They keep on saying they are ahead of schedule and all but right now I think many people are suffering except for the rector that has his beautiful room.

For real, I hate my rector. He is such an Apple (Apple Inc. ---or is it an Inc. but you get what I mean) So we all get macbooks, good kids gets iPods. Everything is Mac and Apple. Its driving me mad. I know its good I got a Mac but he is so COOL wannabe. Geez, really. There many more reasons but I am too lazy to tell you, and if anyone from my school finds out I talked about these bad things about the rector... I guess I'll be this black goat in the school.

Fortunately, though, the lockers are nice I got one with a comfortable heigth and the locker is pretty big. Its DEEP. Ha ha..

Right now we are doing nothing at all. My friends are all spinning on their chairs just for the heck of it I guess. I am waiting until the next lesson to start, and we are doing nothing. After this lesson we are waiting for ends, everyone is free to go home except for those who have spanish... one of those kids. IS ME!!!

This is pretty fucked up. My friend is playing as the Godfather with his imaginary white cat -____-'

I'll see you guys later since I am getting tired of typing out stuff...

/MVR

Trying to colour my day

2009-01-08T12:45:00.000-08:00

I may have said that it would be cool going back to school and starting to study in the new building and all, BUT I don't want to go back!!! I still want to stay home... For real.

Since yesterday I have been trying to tune up my guitar but I didn't know how until I found this one good website for guitar tuned up sounds today. It took me pretty long to get all the strings right. It really annoyed me, but then I realized I had to be more patient. I tried to get online lessons but they just go far way too fast!

fan my dad wants me to turn off the laptop see ya guys

Whoa

2009-01-04T14:41:00.000-08:00

2009.

The new year. I just hope it will be a better one. I hope nothing bad happens, I doubt it, though. Well, more than anything else I'm just going to stop babbling around. I will just write what I feel like writing.

Since the start of every stores' big Christmas and New Years sales, I have shopped some stuff. For me, of course. I don't buy a single thing for anyone as present... ha ha. I got 2 sweaters, one from Esprit and the other one from BikBok. I also got a pair of Doc Martens shoes. Then, I also got a nice wool skirt from H&M (even though its not on sale). I don't remember more what I got but i think I got this cute weird scarf, ha ha. What else I bought I don't remember. The only thing I couldn't find for myself was a pair of tight jeans or any kind of tight pants. I don't have tight pants for God's sake!!!

I have also not have spared my time to go to the hair salon and get my haircut. Its pretty irritating. I really want a change. I'm bored of this... hair "style".

Whoa, if I ever get so much money I would not hold myself for any reason to not to buy a Gorillaz T-shirt online directly from their store... Gee, they are wonderful. Murdoc Niccals especially. He is magnificent and hard to hold but admit it, he is very mouth-watering. Huh? Yes, that green guy. Yeah, no mistakes. The bassist. he is very hot, as so many people say.

ONE WEEK LEFT BEFORE SCHOOL STARTS! I'll be starting in the new building yes! Its gonna be so cool xD

happy New Years everyone

Cheers

Wow... Christmas!

2008-12-25T04:58:00.000-08:00

Hey everyone, I'm kinda bored or more likely... BORED TO DEATH. Yesterday all stores were closed and today, too. Yesterday when I was in the middle of the city and tere was no one but me and my sis and parents I felt that I owned the whole country or something. Its a ghost town.

Yeah, I know. Its Christmas, duh! Why didn't I meet my family and go eat turkey at grandma's house and then this and that with the whole family? Why not goto church?

Its pretty simple. I'm not christian or any religion that celebrates Christmas... And still I could meet my family.... No I can't. I live in a different country than the most of them. Very depressing.

Very depressing.

Merry Christmas everyone :)

Today, The D-DAY

2008-12-17T23:34:00.000-08:00

GUESSSSSSSS WHAT?!

Today is my last day of school until next year in January the 12th in 2009! Today I actually start at 1 in the afternoon but I'm not taking advantage of this time for sleeping like my other friends are doing. This pretty clear that I'm a bit hyper or just a bit addicted to the computer.

I just finished some reports, but it will not be done until Camilla finishes her part, we're ina group as you can see... And after that I went to MSN and Facebook and of course there is no one online... At all. Its like, I feel really ridiculous! Not sleeping when I could be sleeping. When my mind thinks that I SHOULD be sleeping. What a bum xD

THen, I went to check some stuff... Like scene kids pictures. They look soo.. "rad" and so uniform-ish up to their hair. All of the girls have this same hair cut its a freakazoid world.....

My parent agreed (Well, my dad doesn't completely) that I could get bangs! I will get them no matter what soon enough some time soon before I start school again. I hope I can end pretty soon today :D Coz I'm sick of school---- REALLY!

I have determined myself...to not to be with her again when I am doing some group project. Its pretty sickening when someone doesn't do their part in time, you know... Really nnoying.... I wish I could fucking reverse the time and.. idk, anything but with her in a group.

I'm being really hyper right now can't even stop typing. Honestly, I'm thinking that I was born to type...

Soooo looong (a hundred miles),
MVR

Not My Day (At All)

2008-12-14T08:04:00.000-08:00

This is not one of my days, I feel like crushing someone's head. Actually more than one. Its pretty stressing and frustrating...

Besides that, I want to cut my hair. Just a bit, to make it look more organized, you can say. I will get bangs as well. Unfortunately I can't do it today. Salons are closed I suppose. No one seems to agree with this change of hairsttyle of mine but they just say that it would look ok .

A bit lost, I've been listening to melancholic songs such as The Day Before You Came by The Real Tuesday Weld and reading my chemistry book in preparation for my next test... Yes, there was nothing better to do. I was wondering what I should do next... I still have one movie I rented yesterday to watch. And I have to watch it today or else I will have to pay because I would give it back late. Really hate that. The movie is called Eternity, I think... Don't really remember and too lazy to get off from the chair and check the name. What a bum.

I finished reading Twilight today, the book's pretty normal. I couldn't find anything special in it. I guess I'm always against the majority of human beings int his world... I was unable to see what was so great about Twilight. To be honest, I was pretty bored. If I hadn't been asked by the teacher to read then I wouldn't. Pretty crappy. Very crappy. And I pity all of those that are reading it right now, being bluffed by Ms. Stephenie Mayer... she must be somewhere right now counting her money under a parasol in a Caribbean Island.

Whatever,

Devil's Child Lover of Roses

Untitled (How I Like It)

2008-12-04T01:54:00.000-08:00

I am such an idiot.
This must be the worst school semester I've ever had in my life. I can't get a better grade than a G (its a -B or C).
This is embarassing and its such a disgrace, for myself.

I need to be better next semester, I feel like slitting my fingers O.o

I'm not emo. Chill.

Sometimes its really hard to cope with this situtation.
Very annoying.
Very fuck face.
I'm a fuck face.

I'M A FUCK FACE!!!

What A KILLER D;

2008-12-03T06:34:00.000-08:00

I thought everything was going to end in the start of this week and what I found out that was only a stupid dream of mine.
Even though I'm drenched to the bones, I still feel that I need to do more, to keep on going. I'm not giving up until something impossible happens.
Motivation to have a better life, both for me and my family right now and in the future (not sure). I wish I was born smarter, though but I will keep on going since I have a big chance opened by my lovely best friends that I call parents <3 style="text-align: center; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">ALEX TURNER <3333

Give me a break

2008-11-30T12:49:00.001-08:00

Why does some people think that they are the only one? Why can't they just keep it to themselves? Shocked? Screw that. I can't stand how they feel so sad and they tell about their feelings to the whole world?

To be honest, its an insult. Its an insult for me. Please keep it to your selves!!!!!!!!

And besides that, you are all showing your weaknesses!

KNOB OFF EVERYONE!

Good Morning

2008-11-24T23:29:00.000-08:00

Good morning everyone. Yeah, be happy because it stopped snowing already

:/

:/

:/

But there are more than 10 Everest mountains outside the school O.o
And guess what, I managed to forget my gym clothes. I'm too lazy to go to gym in a weather like this *shivers*

O_O I got nothing to do right now, well I do but yeah... too lazy like always but I am going to do i now so I should better stop blogging in this stupid blog website or however you call it.

I'm really bored right now

2008-11-24T06:40:00.000-08:00

Ok, so the thing is that I don't know what should I do right now. I'm having spanish class right now and its boring me. I mean, its getting me so bored. Only for this day.

It wouldn't stop snowing today, I feel really good using my jacket, though. Its not as thick as my old one but its warm (: But its anoying me when I have to go out the school to get lunch. The restaurant is like a kilometer away (or even more). I got this lasagna, it was alright. I also realized that my glasses were so wet because of the snow landing on them. My pants were pretty humid, I hate that humid feeling.

O, yeah. I forgot to tell you that. My school gives me restaurant food. It sucks. My school is a new school so actually right now I'm studying in this contemporary building and there's like this hella bunch of snow inside the corridors. People were having snow fight *3* Good thing no one has a grudge upon me xD

Now I'm looking through the window and its completely dark, like.. midnight dark. And guess what, its still 3.47 in the afternoon. This is the worst weather ever. There are many many many oh so many negative things about this kind of winter in this country (or in a country like this). I got like 4 layers of clothes on :P (Its enough, trust me). Some people in my school are still using t-shirts, and boobs-cleavage expose shirts. There are also some that are still using the fjortis clothes (long shirts being pulled down until your ass can hold it). Gee, they are awesome. I would be dead if I were them.

Even though its a bad weather, I'm not feeling shitty just like the other Mondays. This morning I met Victoria in the bus and we were talking and passed the station where we were supposed to go down -_- So we had to take the bus back, haha. When we got to school and we were about to open the door, she fell -___________________-' haha xD That kinda made my day.

Andreas is sipping his hot choco sooo hard >:E haha XD randomness. Even thoug its making em so bored, this class is pretty random. Haha, ha.... hahahha....

I WANT TO GO HOME!!!!! Dx

HE CANT STOP SIPPING SO HARD -____-' O.o

Technologic by Daft Punk

2008-11-21T11:59:00.000-08:00

Buy it, use it, break it, fix it,
Trash it, change it, mail, upgrade it,
Charge it, point it, zoom it, press it,
Snap it, work it, quick erase it,
Write it, get it, paste it, save it,
Load it, check it, quick rewrite it,
Plug it, play it, burn it, rip it,
Drag it, drop it, zip, unzip it,
Lock it, fill it, call it, find it,
View it, code it, jam, unlock it,
Surf it, scroll it, pause it, click it,
Cross it, crack it, switch, update it,
Name it, read it, tune it, print it,
Scan it, send it, fax, rename it,
Touch it, bring it, pay it, watch it,
Turn it, leave it, start, format it,
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Trash it, change it, mail, upgrade it,
Charge it, point it, zoom it, press it,
Snap it, work it, quick erase it,
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Load it, check it, quick rewrite it,
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Cross it, crack it, switch, update it,
Name it, read it, tune it, print it,
Scan it, send it, fax, rename it,
Touch it, bring it, pay it, watch it,
Turn it, leave it, start, format it.

Technologic [4x]

Buy it, use it, break it, fix it,
Trash it, change it, mail, upgrade it,
Charge it, point it, zoom it, press it,
Snap it, work it, quick erase it,
Write it, get it, paste it, save it,
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View it, code it, jam, unlock it,
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Cross it, crack it, switch, update it,
Name it, read it, tune it, print it,
Scan it, send it, fax, rename it,
Touch it, bring it, pay it, watch it,
Turn it, leave it, start, format it,
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Trash it, change it, mail, upgrade it,
Charge it, point it, zoom it, press it,
Snap it, work it, quick erase it,
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Cross it, crack it, switch, update it.

Lock it, fill it, call it, find it,
View it, code it, jam, unlock it,
Buy it, use it, break it, fix it,
Trash it, change it, mail, upgrade it,
Charge it, point it, zoom it, press it,
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Drag it, drop it, zip, unzip it,
Surf it, scroll it, pause it, click it,
Cross it, crack it, switch, update it,
Name it, read it, tune it, print it,
Scan it, send it, fax, rename it,
Touch it, bring it, pay it, watch it,
Turn it, leave it, start, format it,
Buy it, use it, break it, fix it,
Trash it, change it, mail, upgrade it,
Charge it, point it, zoom it, press it,
Snap it, work it, quick erase it,
Write it, get it, paste it, save it,
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Plug it, play it, burn it, rip it,
Drag it, drop it, zip, unzip it,
Surf it, scroll it, pause it, click it,
Cross it, crack it, switch, update it,
Name it, read it, tune it, print it,
Scan it, send it, fax, rename it,
Buy it, use it, break it, fix it,
Trash it, change it, mail, upgrade it,
Charge it, point it, zoom it, press it,
Snap it, work it, quick erase it,
Write it, get it, paste it, save it,
Load it, check it, quick rewrite it,
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Drag it, drop it, zip, unzip it,
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Name it, read it, tune it, print it,
Scan it, send it, fax, rename it,
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Technologic [8x]

Technologic [4x]

I hate my stupidness

2008-11-21T11:49:00.000-08:00

What else can I do? What more should I do? I hate myself. I hate how stupid I am. I'm dissapointed of myself. I wish I could do something about it. This is driving me crazy. I can't take what I'm having right now. I don't like this. Its because I hate myself. I HATE myself so much, I can't even stand it but to look at anything that could hurt me and torture myself with it.

I'm losing everything. I'm losing every chance right now. I'm losing every chance that my parents gave me.

WHat am I supposed to do?

About myself... I don't know.

GEE @_x_@

2008-11-20T00:31:00.000-08:00

See?! The weather is fucking messing up with me! I hate this -____-'

I'm so tired I can't neither type or talk properly -3- But guess what, a new McDonalds is opening right near my school. Hahahahahahhhhhahaaaaa...... We're all gonna turn fat... Joke. I hope that won't happen.

There's barely sun these days. Maybe I will dry frozen or something. I got this pain in my nose since yesterday it was killing me like hell. Well, I actually want to be in Hell right now. This place I'm living at is fat too cold for me.Seriously, even London is still a lot warmer. And since it has gotten a lot colder, this place has become a lot more boring. LIKE BORING you get what I mean by this BORING don't you?

I wish its summer already -____-' or at least christmas holidays. Did you know that they celebrate Christmas in the 24th in here???? :P

Goddamn everything

2008-11-18T08:15:00.000-08:00

Why does swedish need to be so hard and confusing? :<

Why is the weather being gay? >:E

Why does school need to plan goddamn troublesome projects for us?

Why does it all make me feel like complaining so much and be just like a sonuvabitch? I feel like a goddarn whining emo... I don't like this at all!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anyways, what I wanted to say is... SCENE KIDS ONLY EAT BK

IB is a killer :l

2008-11-11T00:44:00.000-08:00

Goddamn... school.

Or me.

This is killing meeeeeeeeee!!! I miss summer, its getting colder and colder and I hate it!!!
Its making me get irritated so fast, upset, sad!!! Goddamn emo.

There is no sun at all! Its grey and grey and grey and more grey.

Fucking weather I wish I could kill it now

Its a killer :l

Marilyn Manson makes me want to puke!!!

2008-11-11T00:40:00.000-08:00

Please agree with me!!! He is so ugly, fake, not original, not talented, desperate gay ass, bullied at school ugly kidddd........

^o^

There he is....

...

....

.....

Can't Smile Without You

2008-10-25T13:50:00.000-07:00

You know I can't smile without you,
can't smile without you,
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile without you

You came along just like a song
And brightened my day
Who would have believed that you were part of a dream
Now it all seems light years away

And now you know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile

Now some people say happiness takes so very long to find
Well, I'm finding it hard leaving your love behind me

And you see I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel glad when you're glad
I feel sad when you're sad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile without you

By Barry Manilow

I love his songs :3

Can't bother

2008-10-25T13:12:00.000-07:00

Today wasn't the greatest day of my life. Maybe the worst. I can't stop thinking about school and stuff. I'm pretty confused right now. Very confused to be more precise.

I'm getting mad so fast these days. I don't like it. I feel oppressed.

I wish I could die right now.. and come back to life when everything have passed...

i bought two cd albums though. Blues Brothers and Esperanza Spalding.

really nice.

I have been wondering...

2008-10-24T07:17:00.000-07:00

I have been wondering how it feels to be a guy. Not that I want to be one (EVER), but how are their lifes... Hmm....

Anyways, thta is not the real thing that I was wondering about but I was actually wondering in why do people feel love? Why is it? What is that happy feeling that you get when you are in love?

Seriously it does sound very stupid and awkward.

I'm an idiot.
I hate myself.
I need to go and bang my head to the wall.
Or sink my head up the frying pan full with hot oil.

I feel FUCKED UP.

I need wings to fly,,,,,

Its a sad start of a happy break

2008-10-24T07:06:00.000-07:00

Right now I don't really know what to say. I'm kind of stressed and I can't think about anything positive. This may be the worst friday ever (before the friday when I got my phone stolen by one of my classmates..) and I just really want to go and jump off from a cliff or drown myself (the sea in front of my window is pretty tempting), I just feel like dying. I also feel like something is pressing my head from left and right. I can't talk properly, and I can't think or do what I want to do.

Well, instead of telling you about depressing and seriously ugly emo shit like above I'll just tell you about an electropop band from England called Hot Chip. And they're really good. My english teacher told me about the band, and then someone else told me that its a really nice band and it is.

They're not that popular, I think. But they are awesome. You need to check their songs. All f them are stuck in my head right now.

Oh, and today is a Friday and I am pretty glad because we will have a week off from school.

See you guys and have a nice week.

9.10 PM

2008-10-01T12:10:00.001-07:00

I know its hard to get your heart while you're living in your own little world
I know its hard to get you to notice me when you're nailed into your own thoughts
I know its hard to understand my signs if this is the only way
I know its hard but please answer yes when I say

You know what I mean
You get what I mean

Its holding hands together walk to the park
Watching the sunset go by
And sink into our sleepy eyes

You know what I mean
You get what I mean

Its for us to say we love each other
And hold tightly till the end of the next tomorrow

Lyrics by MWL (me)

Hahahhahahaha

One hour free time gap

2008-09-25T03:50:00.000-07:00

I'm outside of my classroom with two of my peeps (I ain't going to say their names. They're gonna kill me) and we're sitting on the floor doing nothing, except for messing up in our own macbooks.

To be honest, I think I'm the one that is the most bored... Or whatever. They seem to be occupied with something. One is occupied by school websites and the other one with Chris Dakota. You know who's Chris Dakota, don't you? He is darn girly.

He is a model from England. He wears make-up. He is a model. Ha! I think his model friends look better. You don't know how Chris looks like? Here it is:::

See?! Please agree with me that this dude below are better than he is::

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!! See he is better

History is Noise, History is Pain, History is these blues that I'm singing again... again.. again

2008-09-25T01:32:00.000-07:00

O God!

For the sake of Richard Hammond. For the sake of the students! FOR THE FUCKING SAKE OF THE ENTIRE UNIVERSE!!!

Its not that I hate history. No, no. I love history. Its one of my favourite subjects. Trust me, I don't hate it. BUT right now I'm having a stupid problem about the teacher. O Holy Murdoc! She is killing us, expecting for us to explain 2 pages for one question. Unbearable pissing off-ness unfold.

For Murdoc's Hotdogs!!!!!!! GOD!!! Ugh!!!!! Kill that teacher...

Hey isn't this crazy?

2008-09-23T09:02:00.000-07:00

Yeah, the thing is that right now I'm so bored and actually I got a bunch of things that I coul do but I'm just too lazy. Today we had to do aerobics at PE and it was a bit confusing... for me, for some others..., perhaps, too.

There were these moves that were so damn weird...

Oh, guess what. After we ended Milly and I went to ICA (The name of a super-market in here) and bought bread. I ate almost three of them!!! Totally, PE ruined forever and after.

Today I also smelt my shoes, the right one smelt like shit. To be honest. It was disgusting and grotesque and... oh well, its a very unbearable stench. Some idiot must have done something to it... Idiots like my lil sis... Or perhaps myself too...!

I'm sooooooooooooooooo tired!!!!

OMG Richard Hammond!!!

2008-09-23T03:19:00.000-07:00

Just felt like putting his picture here xP

Hereeeeee:::

LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO AHAHAHAHAHHAHA

Chemistry. Bad. Feeling.

2008-09-23T03:01:00.000-07:00

I. got. a. bad. feeling.

I. didn't. do. me. homework.

That. is. bad.

The. teacher. seems. to. be. upset.

I. hope. he. won't. ask. for. the. homework.

SHIT. I. AM. DOOMED.

Gosh!!!

2008-09-21T09:19:00.000-07:00

Something's happening...

I'm hungry.

Yeah. Anyways, I'm alone right now and I have nothing to do. Well, yes I do. I need to read 2 more pages of this book I'm reading for English. I suppose its a really famous book. Its called The Catcher in The Rye by J. D. Salinger. Its really cool, erm heh... The main character is really cool!

Study Hall Time

2008-09-17T01:35:00.000-07:00

Hello,

Right now I'm at school having study hall but as you all noticed I was writing this blog, I'm noy studying at all. Its pretty hard to concentrate at school, I have no idea why. I'm also very sleepy and tired and I have a back-ache thing. Because of the really heavy filled-up backpack I got.

A few minutes ago, my peeps and I went to the torget to get a cup of O'Boy but guess what. After all these days that we couldn't get some O'Boy, now we don't have any cups! No. FUcking. Cups. No. Cups. At. All. AT. ALL.

Raaaghh, now I'm listening to this song (I have no idea who compposed it because there are a few bands and artists that sings it) called Oh My God by Marc Ronson ft. Lily Allen. Pretty nice, rather than the other version of this band of ponces.

I've also been voting on and on for the EMA later at Liverpool. I've been voting for the same artist all the time. Guess who, guess... who.

The Gorillaz, of course! They were elected into The Best Act category. And I'm voting for them to become one of the nominees. I hope they'll make it xO Because clicking twice for a vote is pretty tiring and boring. If they don't even appear I'm going to seriosly shoot the hell out Britney Spears (though sh got nothing to do with this)... Ok wait a second, maybe shooting the winner would be more reasonable. I also voted for The Ting Tings (they're nice!) but for some other category, which I don't remember.

Oh, I would appreaciate if any of you reading this know a link where I can watch every Jonathan Ross show? Because I'm seriously searching for one!!! Thank you.

I guess this is all, perhaps I'll start doing some homework, agh.

Its a Friday

2008-09-12T12:13:00.000-07:00

Hey, doesn't it feel so good? Its Friday after all the busy stuff in the week.

Now I'm here chilling while listening to some music, I recommend you people that like acoustic jazz songs this band called Acoustic Alchemy. Its really good. I'm feeling really tranquil right now. Actually I really want to listen to a noisier song like Slipknot but I doubt that I still have enough energy to take all the fast and non-sense noise in to my brain.

Today in class we had a voting for a theme for our spec. photo for next tuesday. And guess what is our theme. Hobos with Macbooks. That. Isn't it weird but its cool, funny, makes me want to laugh. I'm just confused how should I look like a hobo... I don't have braggy pants. And it would be fun to make my own face a bit dirty!

I am supposed to be fasting, but I'm not doing so. I even forget that its the fasting month. I feel very sinful. I've done so much things, baad things. Maybe that is how I will be when I grow up. An evil woman with scary face, a never-smiling lips, and so on.

Well, that's what I can say for now (actually there is one more thing but I suppose you all know what it is. Starts from B and ends with ORED).

Have a nice weekend everyone!

FM by Nathan Haines ft. 2D (GORILLAZ) !!!!!

2008-09-08T08:42:00.000-07:00

OMG I was in social studies today and I found out something really really cool and awesome and uberly nice and great and take-my-breath-away for those 2D and Nathan Haines fans! A song called FM by these two greaties got stuck in my head right away after I listened to it! I hope you all like it, because I do think its awesome... Especially if you like jazz xD I love jazz LOL

Here it is:

Enjoy! There is no official video of it, I guess :/ But trust me this is cool xD

Monkey: Journey to The West OM Box!

2008-09-08T08:20:00.001-07:00

My Macbook yay x3

2008-08-30T03:16:00.000-07:00

Hi! I finally got my macbook, its a killer of boredom in classes :P Though I pretty much know that its not for playing :P But I didn't thought that it would be this heavy! Ugh... seriously I had to carry it home like mad hahaha..!

Sometimes is pretty hard to get along with the macintosh program... Makes me so confused @.@ And I already messed up with my homework already.. I can't even copy and paste!!! Well, actually I can but I don't know how to.. Maybe I'm still at Windows' side.

BUT....

I'LL BE POSSESING THIS MACBOOK THE WHOLE SCHOOL DAY! WHICH MEANS THAT I WILL HAVE MY PLAYLIST, TOO! LOL

I Want A New Hairstyle...

2008-08-27T06:52:00.000-07:00

I want a new hairstyle but there is one problem, just one small problem. My parents won't let me, specially my dad. I really wants to make my hair like those girls in 80's bands, or get wavy bangs. And then gt some hot pink highlights. I'm bored with this normal hairstyle >=O

My hair is like above, but I don't have that thick hair... and I don't have the bangs and I want them.... Oh, and my hair colour is natural black... I WANT TO CHANGE MY HAIRSTYLE!!! GRRR!!!

First Day of Normal Studies

2008-08-27T06:06:00.000-07:00

God!

I missed normal lessons in school. Though its tiring and all... I only had 2 lessons today, there was study hall hour but the teachers used it to talk with us and all that stuff. The weather is killing me! Its so hot, kinda weird though!

I hope tomorrow the weather is not that hot or that cold... Whatever, I guess. Now I'm feeling really good slacking in front of the laptop doing nothing and chilling with some noisy music. I don't want to tell about the exhibition yesterday, it was good but really boring. Now that I'm with my class already I don't see the kids from other classes as much as I used to, feels kinda weird but I think this is just darn the beginning.

Now I'm wondering once again, why am I typing out all of this shit? I mean, writing on my blog and stuff. The things that I'm writing are even useless. Oh well, its what I should call boredom.. Perhaps...

Diggin for A Doc. Martens

2008-08-25T10:56:00.000-07:00

ARGH!!!! Sorry I just need to blow up a bit, I somehow need to get money to purchase a pair of a Doc. Martens boots.. Hahahahahahahaha... I love them.

Tomorrow is going to be the last dat of the intro week of my school, and after that... We're gonna have normal classes, YAY!!! I also get my Macbook on Friday, can't wait to mess with it, I'm not used to Apple, heheheheheh!

Well, see you next time....

Scene Kid Me

2008-08-22T11:06:00.000-07:00

Yeah,

A scene kid. Dressing like emo people, being emotional but not much as real emos. I listen to their music though I'm not one. The only thing left to do is my hair. I got a really big problem hahahahaha. I have wavy hair and I love it... I don't want to straighten it and dye it and all of those stuff. And I doubt my parents would let me get emo fringes and stuff.

Being a scene kid is equal to be a poser. I don't like posers. I'm still not sure if I'm a scene kid already. I'm still being the normal me... Hmmm... Whatever. But this plan of mine is going nowhere, and I doubt it would go somewhere.

Anyways, from these research of emo bands, I found really good and nice ones! Such as Matchbook Romance, Aiden, Senses Fail, and more!!! They're really cool....

Well, see you people later.... "people"

First Days of School : Totally Fucked Up

2008-08-22T10:56:00.000-07:00

I JUST WANT IT DONE!!!! JUST A FEW MORE DAYS!!!

I was excited about school... But as they told us to do a project (which I'm bad at doing and working on it) I was utterly broken into darn pieces and my brain felt like melting just as cheese on pizza after taken out from the oven. I just hope the project we're doing will be done soon!

Today (the 3rd day), we had to play games with the seniors. It was pretty fun but the games were a bit awkward.. But anything else was fun.

The bad thing is that the building is still not done so our classrooms right now is located in Nacka (pretty near, but.. far). We do most things at Sickla (a station before Nacka and the location of the still-on-progress building). It tires me pretty much. I had to go from Sickla to Nacka and vice versa for like a billion times. Gosh, tiring...

We also get Macbooks. Though I will get mine on Friday... :/

I just hope something very good happens to make things a lot more better.

Liar Game

2008-08-03T08:23:00.001-07:00

This is a very cool manga!!! I can't wait for the next chapters to come... It has been a long time I haven't red such a cool detective-thriller-brain manga like this one!

Its seinen (young adults specially genre), just because maybe sometimes its too complex for people to understand the contents. But if you feel smart enough to understand then welcome, but if you're an idiot welcome too but don't go complaining in the middle of the first chapter saying that the manga is stupid. LOL

The story starts when a gullible girl gets a package that she never expected and wanted in front of her door. Then, blablablablablablabla.... I don't want to spoil it!

And remember, this manga is not horror, hahahahahahaha.. I know you guys would think it as horror, specially from the cover.. I mean yeah it has the design of Death Note-ish thing (but od course this one is better, I think). But its not horror! They also released the Dorama (Drama, TV Show, but real people, not anime) and I checked it on Youtube. Honestly, to be honest, honestly.. HONESTLY! Its lame. It looks stupid, sounds stupid, smells like stupid. Whatever, but I recommend this manga for all of you!

Hello, people

2008-08-03T07:56:00.000-07:00

So,

I'm really bored right now and I need to do something before I start banging my head with something (usually a book). Joke. I don't hurt myself, don't like it. Anyways, as I said... I'm very bored and I hope something good will happen after I post this.

Oh! I need to tell you something about what I usually see on Friendster (If you don't know what the heck is Friendster, its the same thing as Myspace, Facebook, etc.) there are a lot of people making up e-mail addresses. That is why I can't even message my friend and they can't write one or receive one. Seriously they make it up, like.... i'mcute@stupid.com

NOW! Is there any e-mail provider called "stupid" no! I mean, I thought they should have known what the hell is Yahoo, Hotmail, Verizon, G-mail, and blablablablablabla and so on.... Argh! What annoys me from this is that the only way I can communicate with them is via Post A Comment. There were some times I needed to tell them something like phone numbers which obviously needs to be private! That is a problem....

I hope any people that did that who red this will understand.... Well, they don't really need to. I'm just really bored right now so this is what happens... Argh!

Tomorrow I'm going for some bowling.... I hope I get to win, I missed 2 prizes and I'm not going to lose my last chance!

See ya people...

Curse it

2008-07-22T09:56:00.000-07:00

I just need to vent up things... So I'd say sorry if I get to type off something rude and bad. And it will be like real bad and rude... But I'll try not to. Here it goes:

I WANT TO PUNCH SHIM FACE!!!! KICK SHIM PRECIOUS UNTIL IT BLEEDS AND MAKES A TSUNAMI OUT OF IT AND INUNDATE SHIM CITY/TOWN!

JUST DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN AND DAMN SHIM NAME! JUST HOW DARE!!!! I WILL NEVER BUT EVER TO FORGIVE AND FORGET OF WHAT SHIM HAVE DONE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*breaths deeply*

FUUUUUUCK IT ALL JUST ALL OF IT ALL ALL ALL ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOTHING MUST BE LEFT AND THIS FIRE INSIDE MY HEART, I HOPE IT WILL BURN SHIM'S BONES' INSIDES!

Good thing I didn't say much. Sorry again

Tom Waits album: Alice

2008-07-21T02:19:00.000-07:00

Tom Waits, I hope you know him because I'm too lazy to tell about him right now! XD I got one of his albums, its called Alice. Yes, Alice In Wonderland. The songs are very pretty!!! I recommend this to you! Its very nice... Hehe^^

My favourite song from this album is called (once again) Alice. Yes, its pretty.... XD Here's the album cover:

Spooky~~~~~ XD

What a pity!

2008-07-21T02:12:00.000-07:00

Yes,

I missed the concert of Avenged Sevenfold with iron Maiden last Wednesday! It means that I lost one of my only chances in my life to meet them, to see them or I should rather say to see Synyster Gates in person! Damn, he is so awesome (and not to mention very hot!) <3>

Anyways, my grandmother is arriving in Stockholm today! How much I miss her... I just hope she'll make it here smoothly! XD I can't wait to see her again!

What more should I say... Ah, right. I went to see What Happens In Vegas 2 weeks ago. Pretty good and yes, it is funny. I'm just searching for a date now so I can go with my friends to watch Kung Fu Panda LMAO. jack Black is awesome (but I still think his music sucks) Hahaha....

Oh, I think my site is seriously going to get off... Like complete total off. >='(

See ya later

Useless Post

2008-07-11T02:56:00.000-07:00

Useless Love

The sky is high, And your heart is far away from my reach
I have the plane to touch the sky,
But nothing to get you near here

A wound on my skin, a wound in my heart
I have my drugs to kill the pain,
But its not strong enough to carve inside my veins

Selfish when talking, Honest to myself
I can tell lies to these people,
But how should I lie to myself?

A bow for the Queen, a bow for the sword
Kiss her foot gently,
Slash your own with its sharpness,
Fall down by my knees,
Its out of my reach...

My love is out of my reach,
But I keep its double fake inside my lonely ache,
Inside my wounded heart,
Trying to fly with the soft clouds

My love is out of my reach,
Will my tears fall on his skin,
Will the whispers he may listen,
All this time...

My love is out of my reach,
My heart searching for a place to stay,
And hope he will not let it escape....
Away

M.W.L

Murdoc Niccals singing Ziggy Stardust!!!!

2008-07-01T12:41:00.000-07:00

LOVE IT!

Small Treasure

2008-06-16T08:31:00.000-07:00

Small Treasure

Tell me its only a normal night,
A normal flight,
A simple dream,
Please tell me not to scream

I linger by the ruins,
The mess I don't know who caused it,
I remember the adventures,
Though I forgot with whom I spent that time with

Searching for,
A small treasure,
With vast and immense meanings,
But darling,
Who knows,
Maybe we found the wrong chest

Accidentally shoving,
My feet on the humid soil,
The small waves caught me,
The wind calls for my soul to rest upon

Searching for,
A small treasure,
With vast and immense meanings,
But darling,
Who knows,
Maybe we found the wrong chest

Tell me you are there,
Tell me you're with me,
Because this dream is turning into a nightmare,
And please tell me not to scream

Searching for,
A small treasure,
With vast and immense meanings,
But darling,
Who knows,
Maybe we found the wrong chest

by
Mellow Vinona Ruvisu

All Rights Reserved

Addiction (Holic)

2008-06-08T08:21:00.000-07:00

Addicted to something bad?

You feel that is wrong? You can't take it anymore you want to take it away from you? You need help? You seriously want it gone? SORRY : But there is no way!!! Joke.

If you have a bad habit/addiction... and you want it away, I got some tips that kinda works for me, I hope it will work for you :)

- First of all, you really need to stop looking at that bad addictive thing. Don't buy it! (For example if you want to stop smoking. You'd better think that buying cigarettes is a waste of money and you got better stuff to spend your money with)

- Think that your bad addiction is the biggest sin in the world and that it will destroy your bright future!!!

- Replace you bad addiction with a good addiction. For example, replace your cigarettes with lollypop?

- Promise yourself if you get to do your bad addiction/habit you will hurt yourself LOL But hurting like asking your friend to give you a wedgy.

HOPE IT WILL WORK FOR YOU!!!

I know this was random

Parachute and L'eclipse

2008-06-04T06:06:00.001-07:00

The original song is called Parachute made by Sean Lennon. Its so beautiful and I found the french version of it which is called L'eclipse feat M (A French singer). Both of them are so nice I can't stop listening and singing to it. I love it! I'm going to ask my parents to buy me the album. Sean Lennon's songs are wonderful! I think this is how the album looks like :
<------- Sean Lennon, Friendly Fire X)

Last Days of School

2008-06-04T05:59:00.001-07:00

Yesterday, on Tuesday we had the prom party.. It was pretty ridiculous for me but I had fun. I didn't went to dance, though. I hate dancing and I don't think I can. Some guys got busted by teachers by bringing alcohol. Haha, stupid people.

Today, it was the ceremony. I was being the presenter... Nothing much happened. I got a prize because I'm the best classmate. I was kind of surprised, I mean, I'm not a kind person you know. I can tear your head anytime I want X)

I got good grades, but I'm not feeling happy about it. I feel stupid I wanted better grades. At least one more A in the list is what I expected. I feel stupid, really stupid. Can't think of anything else but having no idea what to do next. I got more than two months without school, man!

Well, people reading this.... I'm just going to say have a nice summer! :D

Mellow Vinona Ruvisu

60's Mess

2008-05-28T08:26:00.000-07:00

I found some mess on stage and fans incident videos that happened in the 60's. pretty fun to watch.

Ringo Starr finds his medal after being stolen by fangirls:

Keith Richards hitting a fan with his guitar and amazingly he kept on playing after he beat the fan:

And Pete... Pete Doherty (?) Or however his name is... I don't remember, cussing off a man that took his mic and started to talk non-sense with it (You can't really see what happened but you can see him cussing):

A Plan to Make A Parody

2008-05-21T12:58:00.000-07:00

I want to make a parody about a guy in my class. It will become an inside joke for our class :D

I'm thinking on what kind of clothes should I wear HMM..... LOL Anyways,
I found this parodies of The Stones', well more likely of Mick and Keith only. Its hilarious XD)))))
Check this out!

and this one!

PLEASE ENJOY XD

Koop Islands Blues

2008-05-14T10:04:00.000-07:00

This is a very beautiful song made by Koop, a Swedish Jazz/Electronica band. It has a very smooth sound, and a soft voice. Very, but very beautiful. This may be my favourite Swedish band!

This are the lyrics! Very romantic! Sang by Ane Brun

Hello my love
It's getting cold on this island
I'm sad alone
I'm so sad on my own
The truth is
We were much too young
Now I'm looking for you
Or anyone like you

We said goodbye
With the smile on our faces
Now you're alone
You're so sad on your own
The truth is
We run out of time
Now you’re looking for me
Or anyone like me

Na na na na…

Hello my love
It's getting cold on this island
I'm sad alone
I'm so sad on my own
The truth is
We were much too young
Now I'm looking for you
Or anyone like you...

Murdoc Niccals

2008-05-13T07:39:00.001-07:00

I know I have posted a post about this fictional dirty man once, but I realized that the picture did not show and I did not tell that much about him and how much and why I like him. Alright?

Murdoc Alphonse (Legally changed to Faust) Niccals was born in Stoke-on-Trent, England. He lived a doomed life because of his abusing father, making him to play as Pinocchio and sing "I've got no strings".... Oh! But, look what we got now. A super hot guy with a great talent of playing and writing music... and flirting!

I like him because of his character. Pretty unique. He is unique... A really hard cartoon character to create. Thankyou so much, Jamie Hewlett-san !!! Whoooo!!!

ALL HAIL MURDOC NICCALS !!!!

Paul Is Dead

2008-05-12T08:12:00.000-07:00

I am a retard not to know about this! I just knew that there was a hoax about Paul McCartney, bassist of the famous band, The Beatles is supposed to be dead in 1966 and the McCartney we see now making albums and all of that is a fake McCartney that is look-alike and a sound-alike as the real Paul McCartney.

The story started when he left the studio in Abbey Road after he had a fight with the other Beatles, he was in his car and then crashed at 5 in the morning in Abbey Road as he was flirting with a woman called Rita.

There are a lot of clues that the other Beatles gave on their cover albums and songs (Some parts of the lyrics and some songs contains a message if you play the song backwards).

This freaked me out, man! I mean.... Its irritating me! Someone else living in someone else's life?! Gosh!

Anyways, I found out that this was just a hoax made by The Beatles themselves to make people buy their albums (more and more and more!). So, there is no fake McCartney.

I hope. I really, really hope.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHH! I hate this seriously

Summer Has Finally Come

2008-05-11T09:28:00.000-07:00

Like I said. Summer has finally come. And I'm passing this Sunday inside. Great. And I'm still worried about my national exam. I hope it did not went that bad.... I hope! I hope.

Some of these days have become so bad. Its like I'm having some drugs, destroying my whole life! I seriously need to do something about this or else my parents are... are... going to be really disappointed of me. And I hate when that happens.

A lot of things has happened to me... The only thing I can rely on is hope.... and fate. And the magical white flower...

My parents.... How will they be feeling??? They will hate me... They will kill me... Damn it...

I'm damned.

The Rolling Stones

2008-05-08T10:58:00.001-07:00

These are my favourite Stones' dudes... Bleh... BORED

Brian Jones.. PFFT! OMG So weird but awesome LOL

Keith Richards... WTF!!!!?????

Mick Jagger... Is he hot? I don't really know... Geez, sometimes he creeps me out. But he got a nice voice XP

Plain

2008-05-08T10:11:00.000-07:00

Plain

The morning came late,
Radio's shut down,
Driving the car with full speed,
Since no one's looking around,
Got to buy all my painkillers and take em' all together,
With my lonely boring dinner

Sudden show on the TV,
Teenage sex extremely low,
Can't close my eyes and try to sleep,
For the next late morning to come,
I was ready for it,
Since there is no way to run from it

Oh!!!

Gotta make it all plain!
Got to do it simply plain!
Boring and lonely!
Plain!
Ooh!!!

Wishes that never came true,
Stop doing those prayings to your imaginary fairy, uh!
Whistle a lullaby and go to sleep,
Let your dreams take you further,
Away from this creeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep!
Though you are ready,
Since there is no way to escape from it

Gotta make it all plain! ((Oh oh oh oh))
Got to do it simply plain! (( Oh oh... Oh~))
Boring and lonely! ((U U))
Plain!
Ooh!!

No... Can't be true,
I just can't do,
Wait for you,
To join me in this world....

Gotta make it all plain! ((Oh oh oh oh))
Got to do it simply plain! ((OH oh.. Oh~))
Boring and lonely! (( U U))
Plain, plain, plain, plain, plain!!!!! ((Oh!)) **repeat 2 times**

----

Weird song I made. Pfft!

Rejected by Justice, That Demon Won't be Nice

2008-05-08T09:18:00.000-07:00

I...

Got rejected by the high school I was trying to go in.
I was not accepted because I was too young, Mike Powers, the Head of International Section told my mom in the phone.

He said that he won't accept a student younger than 15, due to maturity. Come to say that, I am already mature enough. I am already having friends older than me, I'm the youngest in my class. Up to two-three years gap.

He kept on saying that I could not be accepted. Oh, that is making me really upset. I wish I could kill him right now and cuss of his whole family.

Mike Power.... I will promise you a bitter vengeance that you will not enjoy at all. I promise, in my family's name.

Please, Try Hard to Go to Heaven

2008-05-06T11:08:00.000-07:00

Please, Try Hard to Go to Heaven

The sound that echoes in my ears,
Screams of sadness and fear,
The pain won't go as I turn my head away,
When they laughed and started to slay

My fellow friends hear me now,
As I know that you all are not ready to bow,
To the evil King of the underground,
That would make you run round and round

My fellow mortals hear me now,
Doing good is not following the law,
Don't let your life become flaw,
Don't let your soul,
Wounded by the claw

Though from fire and sulphur I was born of,
I realized that happiness is not my home

Live your lifes as good as you can,
And remember,
Don't get tricked by a foolish man
Love your lifes and start to try,
Not to fall into my lava land,

Though I'm sure you all can,
I am telling you,

My garden is getting full,
My red sky is turning faint,
This place is turning into a barren land,
The bloody Hell,

Being invaded by selfish and crazy men.

M.W.L.

Today

2008-04-28T06:46:00.000-07:00

I ended early today, I ended at 12.25.

I ate at home and started to finish off my english homework. I still have more homeworks, though. But I'm too lazy to work it out right now.

I'm wondering... In which high school will I be studying at?

I'm drinking Ginger Ale Soda right now and it tastes good. I had donuts this morning :D They were extremely delicious I would like more of them yummm.... In the train, Milly gave me this squid cracker thing.. It was spicy but delicious. YUMMY...

I'm wondering.. How can I put some music in this blog? It would look nice if there's some music. Hehehe^^ Music is something really important to me so if the music's over turn off the lights... turn off the lights.

People please.... Where can I get free music download? Hmm??? The CD's in here are so expensive and my dad would never let me get 2 CDs every weekend... >o<

I will soon change the name of this blog... I think "Unreached Dreams" seems a bit out of topic so yeah... I am planning a name.. And I have no idea what should it be.. ARGH!!! I want more Ginger Ale... XD XP

One guy in my class is missing somewhere... He even missed the Math national exam. I wonder what happened to him,, hmm..... Oh, well....

Why !?

2008-04-27T05:07:00.000-07:00

Why...

I doubt I will be able to attend the high school where I want to go... My parents still want me in the other high where the teachers won't accept me because of my age (I'm 2 years too young), and it seems that my good friends are all going to that school where I want to go... Well, yeah. It looks really fun and nice.

I'm also very upset. Why is there no guitar teacher in Stockholm?! I've searched everywhere and there is barely any person.... Shit, I'm screwed.

I also hope that the math test went good....

I'm screwed.

"Stupidity is The Biggest Sin"

2008-04-24T07:33:00.000-07:00

I was wondering, yes.

I will fail in my math test.
I will disappoint my parents.
I will be a disgrace to my family.
I will be known as a ridiculous girl.
I will be useless for everyone.
I will be such a reckless human being.
I will become a depressed stupid emo.

I'M SO GONNA FAIL IN THAT TEST OH PLEASE AT LEAST GIVE ME A VG GOD!

**VG (Its the Swedish system of grading. VG= 8, 9-; B, B+)

Today

2008-04-23T08:52:00.000-07:00

I was being normal today... NORMAL NORMAL NORMAL... I had to go to the school nurse, though. She said she needed to check my eyes, hearing, spinal cord, weight, and height.

It was weird~~~~~~ I hate the nurse, she is so freaky and weird and gah I just hate her O_O I had a pretty nice lunch today, the school's food was okay (Or maybe I was just so hungry). Yesterday I also went to visit one of my high school choices, it looks really nice, and the program system and its curriculum seems to be great! My parents still wants me in the other high school. Its good as well but I don't like it because the school says that I'm too young for high school...

I was like WHAT!? That is why I'd rather going to the other school.... XD They even have a new building for us!

Tomorrow I will be having my math national test 1st part and I doubt I will pass it XP I'm too lazy right now to study and since I came home and played with my laptop I was thinking and wondering:

"Why am I not studying at all?"

I'm surely a super lazy girl hahahahahahaha~

Well, see ya pricks later!

Red Umbrella Girl

2008-04-23T08:39:00.000-07:00

She was born as a spoiled child,
That always flipped around her parents' mood,
Every time she tried to be sweet an good...

She forces her smiles, she did some fake laughs,
Friends she only had if money they desire

She used the red umbrella and passed me by,
Her eyes looking up to the sky,
It seemed that she hoped that rain would fall

What a pity, A girl of melancholic eyes,
What a pity, A girl with a broken heart,
What a pity, That girl of the faint smile

The girl of the red umbrella,
I used to call

Mellow Ruvisu

What a Life

2008-04-22T09:03:00.000-07:00

I have no idea in what should I do next in my life. Everything seems to be spinning around and passing me by so fast. I don't know but maybe this universe is leaving me too far away behind, or maybe it does to everybody but I'm the only one that feels it.

Sad songs, sad poems, sad stories... Maybe those are the things that have made me realize about this. I don't want to, I hope I could leave all of this pressure away from my life and start all over again. I wish, that my wish could be granted... Just someday, I hope.

I was also wondering... What or who made all of this, organizing all of us zombies controlled by fate? God? Where is the proof? Its not that I don't believe in God... But, where is the proof? I've been thinking why did both of the sun and the moon shine beautifully? Why?! It is a question that has been sticking inside my head since I started to be an old moron minded. Whatever, still, I can't say "I just go with the flow" just like I always do...

If life is such a pain, why were we all born? I'm not saying that life is useless... But why should we spend all of our energy to study, work, and then end up dying? Or why us human kind are being such fucking assholes towards this only home we have, Earth.... Is starting to hum harder.

It is a warning.

See ya my minions later... I know that what I wrote is all non-sense.

By the way.. I got a guitar but no teacher :D Great, eh?

60's rock and roll addiction

2008-04-14T08:53:00.000-07:00

HAH!!! NOW I AM REALLY ADDICTED TO THE ROCK AND ROLL FROM THE 60'S !!!

DUDE! I'M LIKE OH YEAH ROLLING STONES! OH YEAH THE KINKS! OH YEAH THE BEATLES WTH...

Well, they are really good... and these kind of music is my anti drug rofl wthm. I was also singing Paint It Black by the Stones and its kind of pissing me off though its a really good song hahahaha....

the second part of the english test is coming soon... AH XO

I am a really bored and boring girl ain't I ?

I am getting addicted

2008-04-03T09:24:00.000-07:00

I am getting addicted to Black Sabbath, The Clash, and Cream. Those bands are awesome I don't know why but they're good. I just found out of The Clash... so yeah.. I'm like "Rock the Casbah... Rock the Casbah.." rofl.

Tomorrow's the English National Test >.< OH NOOOOOOOO!!! But I think I'll be okay. Whatever. But i really need good grades. Bleh!

-I'm the Iron Maaaaaaan......-

*Ahem* Sorry I am addicted...

>=D See ya pricks... later

He-llo... again

2008-03-23T10:14:00.000-07:00

Yup,

The movie sucked -_- one. I couldn't find the BO Blur album -_- two. What more, I ate too much -_- three.

But I got this song album from this band called "Melee" they're good! Hahaha^^ nothing else to talk about O.o

Easter holiday and This song stucked in my head

2008-03-21T08:20:00.000-07:00

Yay! Its Easter Holidays finally!

And I got all of this homework and all darn it.

I also got this song stuck in my head, "Coffee and TV" by "Blur". Its good, but I think everytime I sing it it goes so bad and sounds really different from the original song, making my parents saying "STOP SINGING!" roflmao...

The singer is a hottie : P lol w/e he sings nice!

I'm about to go to the cinema to watch "10,000 BC" I hope its good cause I usually get really upset when a movie is so stupid and I payed a lot just to watch a ridiculous movie. but I think its good... Looks good....

Happy Easter Holidays myself and my blogspot! Hehe^^

Oh.. and I just cut my hair : P now its not going to trouble me more... I can see! LoL

SEE YA!

Weekend boredom slack-ness

2008-03-16T09:38:00.000-07:00

Oh yeah,

So... this weekend is being pretty boring and its becoming pretty... uh... rid.. rid.. ridi... stupid.
Wanna freak out and rock the house! CHYEAH!

And... Itachi is dead!!!! NOOOOOO..... hiks... whatever, like I do care hyahahha..

Another Normal Freaking Day

2008-03-14T09:09:00.000-07:00

A.. so (Japanese.. not Swedish)

Friday is today, today is a Friday. Yes! I love Fridays. We already started to RP in Fate/Stay Night in my site. I hope it will be as much fun as the other RPs. We didn't do much this day at school. Milly, went to a gymnasuim test at the middle of the school time... How lucky.

I ate too much today, seriously too much. I don't have the mood to get dinner this night..., ugh -'_'-

My life is being pretty much boring and troublesome this days... grr...

Hell, i don't know what is the matter with them

2008-03-11T11:51:00.000-07:00

Hell,

I don't know what is the matter with them. I don't see any reason for them to bully me like shit. They don't really bully me, though. But I know they try to, fortunately I still can fight back. This are some of the days when I really want to have a Death Note and kill all of those pricks less than 5 minutes...

O Holy Murdoc! They're freakishly annoying, and today that friggin maniac teacher that doesn't know what a cutter is gave me stupid non-functioning materials to work on my bridge project. geez...

And all of this history assessments are killing me!!! Stupid unreasonable assessments.. -'_'-

Not My Wonderwall

Another blog created

:(

Great week

i know this is ruining everything

Saving you (I am not sure)

haha another one :P

another useless code

this is just for me gettng icoins..

this is just for me gettng icoins..

The Last Days

After the ski trip

Goodness

Tomorrow

So much to do

Noel Gallagher pushed on stage

Another Friday

lily Allen- No Friend of Mine

I had a horrible dream

Why do you have to hide away for so long

This is S I C K

The 3rd of today

N O T H I N G

I am sleepy

I was at school on Sunday

jag vill skicka en blogg på svenska

Za M O R N I N G

Its Coffee After Dinner

That's; Electric Shock

S H I V E R S

Trying to colour my day

Whoa

Wow... Christmas!

Today, The D-DAY

Not My Day (At All)

Untitled (How I Like It)

What A KILLER D;

Give me a break

Good Morning

I'm really bored right now

Technologic by Daft Punk

I hate my stupidness

GEE @_x_@

Goddamn everything

IB is a killer :l

Marilyn Manson makes me want to puke!!!

Can't Smile Without You

Can't bother

I have been wondering...

Its a sad start of a happy break

9.10 PM

One hour free time gap

History is Noise, History is Pain, History is these blues that I'm singing again... again.. again

Hey isn't this crazy?

OMG Richard Hammond!!!

Chemistry. Bad. Feeling.

Gosh!!!

Study Hall Time

Its a Friday

FM by Nathan Haines ft. 2D (GORILLAZ) !!!!!

Monkey: Journey to The West OM Box!

My Macbook yay x3

I Want A New Hairstyle...

First Day of Normal Studies

Diggin for A Doc. Martens

Scene Kid Me

First Days of School : Totally Fucked Up

Liar Game

Hello, people

*Curse* it

Tom Waits album: Alice

What a pity!

Useless Post

Murdoc Niccals singing Ziggy Stardust!!!!

Small Treasure

Addiction (Holic)

Parachute and L'eclipse

Last Days of School

60's Mess

A Plan to Make A Parody

Curse it